it's MY life \

2005-12-26T20:25:00.000+08:00

guys i'm going to post at my darkness blog from now on until i can find a suitable skin for THIS one . no need to relink , just go there for the time being yeah ? go THERE for mt genting post ! =)

HERE.

2005-12-21T20:10:00.000+08:00

i'm sick sick and sick . had a parade today and almost died . havent finished my homework . going away to genting on the 24th . going to be murdered by my teachers . yes i am .

sending xmas cards is time consuming . not going to do it again next year . no appetite right now . the porridge my maid cooked specially for me is disgusting . not eating it . fhked up . so many things to do , so little time . parade sucked . having a hard time with my flu . it could be birdflu for all i know .

i know this post is random . very random . i'm just posting all my thoughts when they pop up in my mind . yes . that's it .

2005-12-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

this is crazy .

this is utterly , absolutely , hundred percent , sign and chop by lee kuan yew , CRAZY .

I WAS FORCED TO BUY A 37 DEGREES HALTER TOP !

crazy rite ?! val and jane la , today go orchard then i kena forced to buy cos got discount . haha . actually wanted to cam whore de , but dunno why not many pics taken lor . shall start talking abt it from the beginning .

on the 14th of december at 4am i woke up , FOUND MY GUMS ALL SWOLLEN , tossed and turned in my bed until 5 plus and woke up at ... 10 i think . ouch . my gums .. now ok le but i seriously din have to mood to go out in the morning .

then went to meet VAL at her house . gawd was she taking a long time putting on makeup . talking abt hair extensions , concealer , hairstyle , " hair " "not dry yet " "cannot tie plaits " , EVERYTHING POSSIBLE . she changed her earrings twice to get it to suit her outfit , messed over mascara and eye liner , ( aiya cannot list finish la ) ... she's crazy !

made jane wait for a goddamned long time ! by the time we met her she was looking murderous and standing at the junction . =x oh well .. then we walked to the interchange to take the bus to queensway shopping centre . it's 51 by the way , =)

bought val's fbts ( i wanted a pair too , much better than a halter ) and headed for orchard . had lunch at cineleisure ! bk rocks , the mushroom swiss single and double uber cool and nice ! somemore the price like macdonalds students meal liddat . hehe .

then went to heerens whr me and val wanted to change into clothes at flash and splash and camwhore , but in the end the clothes didn't fit very well and so we gave up . the personnel at the shop wouldn't let us take any pictures anyway .

proceeded to 37 degrees , where most of this nightmare began ! browsed for a halter , then tried them on in the fitting room . val and jane kept saying it suited me and blah blah blah .. and id we all bought there'd be a discount .. so i gave in , i had the money anyway . yea . =x

how i dunno whether i'd wear it or not .. =x yeah so that's all for my entry =) nites

2005-12-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

finally i'm posting ! haven't found the time in AGES to post. sry ppl =x

anyway i've just come back from my cousin's wedding dinner and guess what ? NO SHARKS FIN ! dammit i was so pissed i fabricated a story ( which i have been telling everyone ) about me being married off to a bangla and dumping him soon after because he fed me a load of crap about him being the ambassador of the protection of sharks so i ran away ( with his money, heng. ) LMAO ! it's not like i have something against sharks , but SERIOUSLY , a wedding dinner with NO sharks fin ! pathetic !! lmao . ( please dun let any relatives read this )

anyway . today went to zixi's house to do homework . I COMPLETED MY THEORY ! well sorta . hahaha . was late cos my chinese tuition ended at like , 1230 ! when we were supposed to meet at 1 . hehe made zixi wait so long ! haha . jasmine was the latest , AS USUAL . LMAO !

then went to ntuc to buy potato chips and yitong looks so silly cos she was like struggling to carry all the packets of chips . silly girl ! then the rest went to buy lunch ( except me ) cos i'm on a diet and jasmine promised me her chai tao kuey .

zixi's house ok la , got milo but she forbade me to take a second can . stingy brat ! lmao . yeah then we ate . huangbei unleashed her stash of balls soon after she was finished with her food and they were so cute ! bouncy and all . yitong was thoroughly amused with them , and she was being SO destructive by bouncing them and making them bang into things . HAHA ! jas chose a HAIRY BALL . wtf . and a smaller bouncy one . yitong chose TWO BOUNCY BALLS ! and zixi pounced on a brown cock-eyed fish soft toy that me and jas had eyes on a first . the evil git ! lmao .

then did homework and jasmine was positively aping me cos i lent my assignments to cheryl ! HAHA . then got distracted and went to maple . only huangbei chiong all her 7 chinese essays, much to the dismay of everyone including hongru , because hongru betted that hb couldn't finish her chinese in ONE DAY ! HAHA . yeah . and zixi's brother is tall . i know that's totally random but watever ! xD

yeah and zixi left us stranded by the roadside and yitong was going on about how zixi would go out the next day and find us still stuck by the road ( fear of crossing the road ) LMAO !

yeah so that's it for my day . i'm thinking of changing my blogskin soon .. but i'm too lazy to source for one . anyone can recommend me one ? i'd be eternally grateful =)

2005-12-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

nothing to post ! so i shall post this quiz thing yitong sent me. um the numbers are a bit weird, and they were like that when i received the mail so dun ask me why i dont know either =)

3. Do you wish on stars? um . no stars for me to wish on.

4. When did you last cry? wah forgot liao can >< so damn long ago . if i not wrong i think last day of sch ?

5. What is your favourite meat? HUMAN MEAT . HAHA jk sia im not a cannibal . yeah chicken .. mutton and beef are too rough and pork is not as nice as chicken

6. What is your most embarrassing CD on your shelf? JAYCEE CHAN. i used to have a crush on him omg .. can't believe it . the cd's gone by the way ( classmates dun kill me )
7. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? HAHA depends la i quite nice as a person but some people don't like my loud voice ; they say it's irritating and i disturb other people =x

8. Are you a daredevil? daredevil ah .. ok bah . you need to dare me first ! =)

9. How do you release anger? anger ah .. i shout . or punch pillows .

10.Where is your second home? school ! i go there every weekday .

11. Do you trust others easily? ok la

12. What was your favourite toy as a child? toy ? what toy? can't remember . something sweet smelling.

13. What subject in school do you think is totally useless? everything

14. Do you use sarcasm a lot? not really

15. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? what's a mosh pit ?!

16. What do you look for in a guy/girl? sincerity , sense of humour ! lmao

17. Would you bungee jump? why not ?

18. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? nope they're in a dead knot so ... yeah . haha

19. What's your favourite ice cream flavour? MINT CHOCOLATE. and strawberry.

20. what is your favourite colour? a lot . but i wear black a lot . baby blue is fine and so is pink !

21. What is your least favourite thing? avocadoes . lmao ! a lot of things .

22. What do you miss most right now? me ? dunno i dun miss anything at the moment

23. What are you listening to right now? my brother talking on the phone with jason

24. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? black. it's multifunctional ! you can outline, draw .. watever ! to hell with the other colours HAHA

25. What is the weather like right now? i think it just rained

26. Last person you talked to on the phone? jasmine, she called to ask me about the maple patch . lmao ! i think she's addicted

27. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? face

28. Do you like the person who sent you this? yitong is the nicest girl in my platoon , wadduya think ?

29. How are you today? ok la

30. Favourite drink? something sweet and iced . i can't stand plain water unless it's after pt and i'm positively DYING for a drink .

31. Favourite alcoholic drink? woah alcohol . not for me yet ~

43. Hugs or kisses? depends .

44. Do you want your friends to write back? yes ! post in their blog or something AT LEAST =x

45. Who is most likely to respond? people who have nothing better to do

46. Who is least likely to respond? people who have a lot of things to do

47. What book / magazine are you reading? me not reading anything

48. What's on your mouse pad? -___- mouse

49. What did you watch on TV last night? rainbow connection aka wu chu cai hong . xiao qian is a fhking bitch and jianyi is too .

50. Favourite Smell? sweet smelling stuff of course . FOOD maybe ? HAHA .

51. Do you regret ever breaking up with someone? AIYO ASK THIS TYPE OF QUESTION . no boyfriend la

52. Time of finishing? 11: 11 , 7 dec , 2005

2005-12-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

i've wasted my life away. everyday i find myself sitting in front of the computer and not going to learn new things, instead i'm lazing around and eating and playing MAPLESTORY.

i'm not the least bit talented. i don't know how to play a single instrument ( ok la maybe the piano but i'm a noob ) , i'm not good at any particular sport ( ~~swimming, gymastics, athletics, badminton tennis~~ NOTHING ! ), i can't sing i can't dance, no particular talent in ANYWHERE ! i just eat, that's all.

i've wasted my life away ... seriously.

2005-11-28T17:09:00.000+08:00

Disclaimer: Whatever that is stated below is 100% fiction.

we were childhood playmates. because our parents were the best of friends, you often came over to my house; you came every week. i would stand by the door to wait for you when you came, and when you finally arrived i would smile my sweetest smile and invite you in.

i remembered we used to make chocolate brownies together with our parents. there was a time when you wanted to put the brownies into the oven and you didn't know it was already heated up. you ended up having blisters on your fingers and crying non-stop until you were coaxed into falling asleep by your mum. i didn't sleep that night; as i was the one who turned the oven on without your knowledge. we never made brownies again.

the white swing at my front door was our favourite haunt. we used to play there, you with your barbie dolls and me with my toy cars. i would use my toy cars to pretend to knock your barbie dolls over, and we would laugh at how messed up Barbie's hair was. you would make your barbie dolls sit on my toy cars and i would take them for a ride around.

then, in a flash, we were both eight years old. there was a time when you were in a bad mood and refused to play with me or do anything but sit, arms crossed over your chest, on the sofa in my living room. when i suggested we go to the swing to play, you gave me your fiercest look that screamed to me,"GET LOST!". i cried, and it was then that your gaze softened and you told me that you were upset because the bully in your class keeps bullying you. he came to school with a black eye the next day.

then, on that fateful day, you had to go away to another country forever, and i would not see you as often anymore. you said goodbye with tears in your eyes, then you turned, and you were gone. it was as if a big chunk of my heart had been torn away from me. i couldn't eat, i couldn't sleep, i couldn't even PLAY happily. every sunday, i would go to the door and stare outside with expectation in my eyes, refusing to believe the fact that you were gone. i tried to cheer up by playing with my toy cars by myself on the swing, but i always stopped five minutes later. life just wasn't that fun without you anymore.

my parents were worried sick. not wanting them to worry, i tried my best to get used to your absence. over time, i didn't bother to go to the door to wait anymore, i ate more and slept more soundly. but a little part of me still missed you. i still send you a bottle of stars for your birthday every year, and we often write to each other.

but as time went by, we drifted away from each other. we didn't write to each other anymore because we were both busy with our own lives. the childhood memories slowly faded away like how sand runs through your cupped hands no matter how hard you try to keep the sand in your palms. as i look back on the times we had together, i realise how much i cherish them. but i know that we'll always we friends forever, no matter how far apart we are. =)

2005-11-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

me and elin were on the topic of names . LOOK AT WHAT THE HELL SHE SAID !!!

elin. says:
why is ur msn nick so complicated?

winifred - says:
reli meh ?

elin. says:
w-i-n-i-f-r-e-d; whats that?

winifred - says:
ehh .... come to think of it

winifred - says:
damn complicated sia

winifred - says:
i should change it

elin. says:
derfiniw

elin. says:
if i had ur name i will firstly kill my mother, then bash my head on the wall and commit suicide

winifred - says:
HAHAHAHAHA

winifred - says:
ok that was funny !

winifred - says:
xD

elin. says:
but actually ur name not as bad as ur sister's name

winifred - says:
wynfred OMG

winifred - says:
she's gonna grow up getting teased

elin. says:
at least ur name is a proper name in BRITAIN

elin. says:
(thought not in anywhere else)

winifred - says:
..........

winifred - says:
go to hell !!

elin.says:
if i were ur sister, and i were a foetus

elin. says:
then i heard my parents discussing about my name outside

elin. says:
"lets call her wynfred"

elin. says:
i will kick my mum until she get stomachache and collapse then miscarriage

winifred - says:
WHAT THE !

winifred - says:
eh you very evil can

elin.says:
if i were ur brother, id be on my knees thanking god buddha, guanyinma, anyone....that at least i have a proper name

elin. says:
(even though it sounds gross)

winifred - says:
HAHAHAHAHHAAH

winifred - says:
you idiot

winifred - says:
i going to post this on my blog

elin. says:
if i were ur mum's friend when she was expecting all 3 of her kids

elin. says:
i will buy her a baby book of names

EVIL SIA !

2005-11-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

nth much la i went out today with jasmine and jan. din do any homework though.

psle results out today .. =x don't talk about my brother's. his results suck. i like won him by 90 marks can ?

my mum just came up to me and said, "i've lost all hope on boy. i'm taking away all his privileges. i've spent so much time and effort and attention on him, i tried SOOO hard to make him cheng2 cai2, but in vain. " in a very dramatic sort of way.

awwww, poor wilfred boyboy. =) ( psst, that means i can hog the computer to play maplestory all day long without him interfering !)

haha. i not so evil la. but seriously la it was so damn disappointing sia.i dunno what kinda ccb school he going to get into next year. grahh.

my mum is in a bad mood, she forced me off maple. AGAIN. i ALWAYS have to stop at 10. i wonder why; it's not like i'm going to sleep at 10 right? stopping maple at 10 won't make me sleep any earlier. but watever!

grahh. i'm so special people like to copy my msn nickname =DD

ok this post was TOTALLY random. no link whatsoever. if you're feeling confused after reading it, my deepest condolences but i can't do anything to help. cause i'm feeling as confused as you.

2005-11-23T22:31:00.000+08:00

i've been feeling so fatigued recently. so fatigued that i feel sick most of the time. makes me think whether i'm suffering from some terminal illness or some sort. GRAHH !

i'm so tired... and i need sleep.

yawnzZ . -.- z Z z

i need to practise my piano. i need to finish my theory. i need to finish my homework. i need to finish my kumon. I NEED TO GET SOME SLEEP. i need to eat. i need to go out and enjoy myself. i need to maple. I NEED TO TAKE A BREAK!

so... tired... i'm nodding off, tatas~

2005-11-21T23:35:00.000+08:00

ANONYMOUS FUCKERS PISS ME OFF .

seriously i shouldn't be bothered abt these assholes .

i miss seletar camp already ><

2005-11-19T14:47:00.000+08:00

COMBAT ENGINEERING CAMP 2005 .

i loved it. every single minute. laughter, sleepiness, joy and regret when leaving the camp. i loved the activities, i loved the assault boat, i loved the sirs (because they were SO nice), i loved my section, i loved the bunk, i loved the food and the fruit bars and combat rations and all (yes, even combat rations) , I EVEN LOVED THE TOILET. and now i miss everything.

I admit, at first i didn't feel too good about this camp. I expected it to be boring, but i didn't exactly hate the idea of it. and so i packed everything within half and hour and rushed to the class chalet where i woke up at 430 am the next day to chiong for the camp.

i'll never forget the auditorium and its sleep inducing quality.

the roads where we marched to out destinations for our lessons.

the cheers we shouted together as a section.

the sirs that were so nice to us.

the fun we had practising our skit even though it didnt make any sense to the audience.

section 4 rules man, WE'RE the pros ! woots ! we got the award for the most professional section. HAHA ! =)

i wanna thank all the sirs who made this camp possible and also made it an unforgettable experience for all of us. i didn't regret coming for this camp, that's for SURE.

2005-11-10T21:56:00.000+08:00

BRAVO CHALET =)
haha .
was very fun nia .
i shall only blog abt the first day cos you can get your info from other blogs xD

went to jec to meet the rest , then we headed to the resort .
had to get jasmine liyan and xinran to cart some of the groceries to jec from my house haha
took the mrt to aranda

COULD ONLY CHECK IN AT 3PM CAN ?!

that woman la ap me .
left the chalet to eat lunch at the food court nearby .
come back then checked in cos my dad frightened the lady .
heh .

ya and so we freaked out over the whole chalet ( huge can ? )
jumped on the beds and stuff .
whee ~
stocked up on the stuff in the kitchen
then went to walk around .
went to the shop outside www
haha then we wanted to buy the shorts there .
tho they weren't very nice la .
haha !

then we wanted to go for steamboat dinner
in the end we ended up wth INSTANT NOODLES -_-
sian .
went to the whitesands mall to buy bread and mamee crackers then headed back to the chalet .
ate INSTANT NOODLES . WTF .
we so poor nia . HAHA .
sian la then went back to chalet to talk cock
brought the bed from out roon out to the living room and slept there =DD
talk cock talk until only me jasmine and yitong awake ..
then yitong nodded off xD
left only me and jas
then she sleep
i last to sleep nia .
HAHA .

the rest you can find from other blogs la .

as for YOU , i have nothing much to say abt you le .
being so hypocritical , being such a backstabber .
you jealous izzit .
like fuck lo , we were all in the dark
now we know what a piece of shit you are .
watch out , just you wait .

2005-10-27T19:22:00.000+08:00

i ... i don't know what to say . i can't believe that 2g is actually splitting up so soon .

tomorrow is the official day of separation . i don't know how i'm going to get over it . i think i'm just gonna start tearing once i get out of huiyi's car ya .

it'll be the last time i can climb up four storeys of the louya pok school that we are in right now to get to my class .

it'll be the last time i can go into class and see shaun with his funny actions and the guys crowded in a circle , chatting in loud voices .

it'll be the last time i can come to class and scream good morning to everyone that i've known for two whole years .

neither can i see the girls and guys sitting in a circle and copying homework .

after tomorrow , there'll be nothing .
no more laughter , no more sitting together to eat during recess , no popping , no nothing .
only memories and pictures will be left behind .
like a film playing without sound , none of the real thing left .

to brighten stuff up , i shall write something about everyone in the class -

#01 qihui da aunty ! thnx for being my plt mate and being so funny and lame =)
#02 siqi ! in LOLS . lame girl .
#03 huimin ! VERY lame .
#04 BEIXIN chiobu ! really appreciate you . very nice friend and gd listener . <33 you darling .
#05 marian ! very gd artist and very funny too . =)
#06 JIAHUI DA ULTIMATE BIM . laughs at everything and ultra big reaction to everything when she's in a gd mood . muahahahaha . will miss you and your antics jiahui . <33
#07 PEIZHEN DA BIG EYED CHIOBU . really appreciated your listening ear and nice character . will miss you too . muacks .
#08 CHERYL LOH DA WINIFRED ABUSER !! MY TABLEMATE FOR DUNNO HOW LONG . always laming around with me and sleeping during leeteos lesson with me and writing poems about irritating teachers . <3 u dahling .
#09 NEO HUIYI !!! wah liew this girl hor . next door condo neighbours only . =) always hanging around your house . whenever i have complaints i'll rant to you de . dunnid to say much lar . rite . rant already rant enough le . xD
#10 lizhu ! julie . piggo . like to hit ppl one . though i always tease you and i am very mean to you , i'll still miss you de . HAHA .
#11 jade , miss nice girl ! woot . she's always letting us copy her homework . =D smart aleck and ultra nice ! whee .
#12 leena ! nice girl la , jiayou k ! run run run ! =))
#13 tianhe ! hmmm . interesting girl la . will miss you de k .
#14 ross aka machollini ! xD very nice girl , though a bit blur . dun dare to speak up much . must jiayou to improve your self confidence k ? <3
#15 felina ! i rmb that time i made a personalised door hanger for you . HAHA . chin up and dun always look so ap ! yar ?
#16 SIM CHAI BABY . went to the el drama thing with you ! cutesy gal . i <3 how cute you are . =DD and your funny actions always make me laugh . <3 ya baby !
#17 JUEHONG AKA DUA CHIO BU . always laughing at my jokes even if they're not funny at all . HAHA . whee . appreciate your laughter HAHAHA ! brightened up my sec sch life =DD
#18 LILIN AKA MAO WANG . HAHA you're always teasing me but i like it HAHA . very guai1 gurl . =))
#19 shaoying ! nice story you wrote . very lame girl , =) funny and all . whee
#20 elise ! hmmm . practical girl ? haha .
#22 CHIOBU ELIN . was forced to put this HAHAHA . very nice girl , always there to lend a listening ear . =)) very nice fren tho sometimes a bit rude lar . but nvm still <3 ya hahaha
#23 xuekai . dunno what to say =p
#24 gina ! last year din reli like you much but i feel that this year you've changed for the better =DD always kajiao me during assembly de . =)
#25 yiming - dunno what to say lar , funny red faced sjab girl ! xD

the boys i too lazy to write la hor ..

parting is just so difficult ='(

i'll miss you guys . definitely . i <3 2g .

2005-10-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

LET ME GET SOMETHING CLEAR .
if you don't like your own cca mates it's FINE with me .
totally fine .
but you don't have to laugh at mine !

=((
very upset .
so val is plump and slightly overweight .
you dun have any friends who are overweight de meh .
WHO ARE YOU TO CRITICIZE MY PLT MATES LOR .

HMPH .
now ppl got bad impression of our class liao la .
tmd .

today i very xing qing bu hao .
get pissed damn easily .
and got a lot of stuff bugging me .
aiya watever la i shall not elaborate anymore .
time for my bath .
toodles ~

2005-10-25T22:28:00.000+08:00

blogger had better not cock up on me this time .

hmmm ! i would like to comment on my bdae ! HAHA .
including a very ... uh . surprising gift from SOME of my classmates LMAO !

here is a list of all the presents i got !

PROFILE
technically called : A Winnie the pooh plush toy
given by : cheryl & chaiying
given on : the day itself
what i did with it : oh , i didn't do anything , but my sister suddenly expressed an undying love for this plush toy and i was forced to give it up to her =((

PROFILE
technically called : An Adidas waterbottle
given by : LOLS
given on : the day itself
what i did with it : freaked out ; my first EVER nice waterbottle ! and maybe now i'm going to actually bring a waterbottle to school , it's just so nice ! <33

PROFILE
technically called : Five DELICIOUSLY SCRUMPTIOUS ferrero rocher chocs !
given by : hongru !
given on : on the day itself
what i did with it : was tempted to eat it . ate it . xD that's why no pic . paiseh la hor . LMAO !

PROFILE
technically called : A Billabong wallet
given by : pltmates ( delivered by didi jasmine : DD )
given on : ONE WEEK LATE LMAO !
what i did with it : OH . MY . GAWD . nicest gift ever ! =D <333>

PROFILE
technically called : A black g string with the words i love you in front
given by : SOME PEOPLE IN THE CLASS
given on : ONE WEEK LATE =)
what i did with it : -

YOU KNOW THE LAST PRESENT !!
so jian lo
some classmates hor
they wrapped it up in EIGHT layers of newspaper
and put it into an innocent looking box .

BY THE TIME I REALISED IT WAS A GSTRING THE WHOLE CLASS WAS ROARING !
i've never been so humiliated in my life =p

thanks to everyone who gave me presents and wished me a happy bdae !
my bdae week is over now , i have to rang lu to beixin ! =D
cheers everyone =)

2005-10-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

wah tmd my whole post is gone
i hate blogger

shall not waste my time anymore .
go to Huiyi's blog for more details .

2005-10-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

sometimes, I just feel so lonely and unwanted.

i feel as if i'm forgotten.
i may seem as if i have many friends.
but how many of them are actually true friends,
and which are just acquaintances ?

i expected too much from you .
i shouldn't have .
the higher your expectations the harder you fall .
now i know how much i mean to you .
i'm merely an acquaintance .
i can't believe it .
( btw i'm not referring to any guy here . it's a female . )

i shall not continue this fhked up story anymore .

i'm thoroughly disappointed .

2005-10-18T15:11:00.000+08:00

i have nothing to say .

2005-10-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

SPECIAL BDAE POST .

hahas .
i know it's 12.19 am .
but i still wanna post this .
=)

2005 ... very eventful year i would say .
i learnt to appreciate people ;
and also saw through fake fronts .
i've learnt to appreciate the people around me who are really worth caring for ,
and also to find out that some of them are not worth giving a hoot over .
though the number of members in this grp are very little , but well .

i'm glad to have my friends =))

this also marks the end of the year i'll have the most fun in rv .
whew .

i feel as though i've run a long marathon ; a never ending marathon .
and i'm just stopping for a break .

it may be 17th of October .
physically , i might not feel any difference .
perhaps , even mentally , i might not be affected .
but it's my birthday all the same .
a reminder to me not to be so spastic anymore xD
no la joking .
hehes .

suddenly , i feel old . x)

i learnt to appreciate my pltmates , who have brought me joy .
they helped me enjoy my cca .
they painted my life in ncc with bright and glamorous colours .
we pumped as a plt .
we got scolded as a plt .
we bushuang-ed together .
we shared our joy together .
thank you , plt mates .

i also learnt to appreciate my classmates .
they are the ones whom i have lessons with everyday .
they are the ones who go down to the canteen with me everyday .
they are the ones whom i spend most of my time with .
they are the ones who laughed together when shaun does something stupid .
they are the ones who laugh at my jokes , no matter how lame they are .
thank you , 2 gaoxiao-ians .

i appreciate all of you people out there who care for me too .
=))
ok , shall stop being in such a melancholic mood .

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listening to sakuranbo by ai otsuka =)
very cute song , should listen !

went to msia again today , and bought a new keyboard .
psst .
tell you a secret .
the only reason why i had the mood to post this entry
is because the wanted to try out the kboard HAHA
the kboard very cool , like laptop de liddat .
very nice to type with =D
hahas .
k laa .
it's 1239am now .
shall go catch a few winks .
nites everyone =)

2005-10-13T16:05:00.000+08:00

I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN ANCIENT TIMES .
quoted from cheryl .
hahas exams finally over and i'm all out to relax after the exams .
actually , last friday already meant ' after exams ' for me .
went to play laser quest , maplestory and lots of fun things .
HAHAS
too busy to blog .
anyway , here i am .
=)

WHEE !
i had a fun day ice skating today xD
liyan wait until her neck grew as long as a giraffe's .
she waited for half an hour leh .
the poor girl .
xD

anyway so i overslept .
came at 12 mins late
( though liyan insisted it was 14 minutes )
hong ru and zixi the most pro .
10 still at boon lay . lmao !

went in and skated lor .
HAHAHAHA .
VERY FUN NIA .
i feel so carefree and relaxed .
finally ! i can go wild and let my hair down .
whee .

I MISS ICESKATING !
tried to spin today but failed terribly .
tried to go on one leg but failed terribly too ><
NEVER MIND .
it's ok .
i'll try again and again .

was forced to leave at 130 cos their feet were aching =(
went down to the arcade to throw money away and went to eat at koba .

whees
today was a funn day =D

2005-09-25T21:57:00.000+08:00

i don't wanna blog , but i'm being forced to .

recently there's been a spate of insults on me , jasmine's and shiqi's blogs by weird people like ' hqncc ' or ' rincc ' or ' sm1 ' .

please people , chill .
on behalf of them i apologise .
we were wrong to call you all holy cheebye .
but we did that out of fun , no harm or offence intended .
seriously .
i mean , everyone DOES call other ppl names once in a while .
i don't want to see any anonymous taggers again , is that okay ?
anyone is welcome to tag my board , but i don't want anonymous jerks to insult anymore .
please , maintain the peace and chill out yeah .
everything's cool .

2005-09-24T21:35:00.000+08:00

i miss ncc =(
i miss my plt mates
i miss the training .
=((
i wish the exams would hurry up
and get it done and over with .
=(
i miss having no cca .
mr tong always takes advantage of it by telling us to stay back on cca days .
but seriously i'd rather go for cca and stay till 6 lo .
=(
gahh
w/o ncc my life like no le qu liddat .
hmm
nvm .
will wait patiently de =)

2005-09-19T21:01:00.000+08:00

thnx ppl
i'm sorta getting over that stupid thing
it's the process that matters , rite .
wat's over is over .
i'll continue to work harder .
i wun let ncc down ya .

ncc is not all abt marching and pumping
as a plt
we march together
we get pumped together
we get scolded together
we laugh and share our joys together
we cry together .
and that is better than all the other ccas added together .
in my opinion and i think in ours too .
and ncc provides a good environment for us to bond .
and i think that's wat really matters .

2005-09-18T19:03:00.000+08:00

orienteering comp ytd .
dun feel like blogging much .
go to jasmine's blog for more details

2005-09-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

FOUR MORE DAYS TO ORIENTEERING COMPETITION OMG ><
i'm like totalliee nervous .
hahas but me jas sq hb and tong will do our best de =)
training for it tmr and on thursday =D
GURLPOWER ! muahahas .
wish us gd luck . =)

today was da last day of cca ..
din do much yeah .
will miss ncc =((
haish .

eoys coming , cannot play maple anymore .
i persuaded myself outta playing today =)
ain't i a nice girl . xD
hahas .
everyone busy studying liaos
then ppl becum moody and stressed
aiyo
eoys only mah
worry for wat =P

i sound qian bian
wadever xD

2005-09-10T16:30:00.000+08:00

HAHAS ytd cca was damn fun ya .
jasmine say she reach sch very early 640 nia !
wa .
i 640 then wake up cos i over slpt xD

anyways , we started cca soon
AND B HUANG WAS LATE MUAHAHAHAHA .
her hair like never comb liddat .
all luan qi ba zao .
xD
zixi chiamiang and hongru never come hmmm
XIANGHUI OSO NEVER COME WAHAHAHAHAHA .
who knows wat he and zixi did xD

we drilled for a while but i was mostly cocking up
very blur nia , just wake up dee
hahas
then had pt WAH
now my muscles all aching ler .

after pt i ran and sprained my anke .
oh wow =(
couldn't wear my no 4 and had to sit in a corner ><
so sad lo .
i think i was the only on in the whole company who couldn't wear no4 .
SIAN .

yeah so i was sitting at the canteen icing my leg .
I MADE A HUGE MESS !
there was a gigantic puddle on the floor and i was so scared that the camera would capture that
so i spread out the water so that it would evaporate faster =p

yeah and cca ended pretty fast so i wasn't that bored .
after that we went to jec to eat our lunch xD
we all dao bao from the food court ya .
SO FARNY then hb went to borrow her slamdunk wtf .
yah
had to go early cos of my piano exam but the rest went home with me too =D
WHEES .
I LOVE MY PLTMATES =DD
and NCC RULES =DD

2005-09-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

WHEES =)
went ice skating today !
hahas .
though only a few ppl went but still very fun !
=D

long time never go liao
then damn shiok lo
muahahaha
zixi learnt how to skate today
and credit goes to me !!! xD
hahahaas .
damn shiok can .
woots .

muahahahaha .
went to the arcade to play pop n music
yeah
then va; and zixi came over to my place
to play MAPLESTORY -_-
hahas
yea
then they went home nia
and i played maple till 10 ?
hmmmm

received a call just now from siqi
she had bad news to tell me .

it was that tong wanted to see my maths paper AGAIN .
he claimed that he couldn't remember me showing my parents' signature to him .
like WTF?!
i showed it to him like THREE TIMES already ?
wtf .
and he wants me to explain why i didn't show my maths paper to him !
and he also claimed that i was violating his stupid rule abt defiance .
like wow .

also , he apparently had an issue abt me wearing my pe attire to his maths supplementary .
" why is it that on the eve of my maths supplementary , winifred's pinafore has to be in the wash? "
wtf ?
is it a crime ?
does he expect me to cal him up the day before and tell me that i won't be going for his useless maths supplementary in my fhking pinafore ?!
and WHY THE HELL can't my pinafore be in the STUPID WASH !?!
like wtf .
he expects too much from his students , seriously .
he needs to understand that students in general dun give much effort in ANY subject , much less maths .

can you imagine ?
for our oral presentation , he expects his students to MAKE SURE the OHP is working and screams at them if the OHP is having a bitchfit and not working that day .
for our maths homework , he expects us to write BIG and legibly and he wants us write in HIS format so that HE can understand .
for his maths lesson , he expects people to STARE at him so that he knows that we're taking in his instructions .
he expects us to take out the books needed for maths beforehand and put them on the table before his stupid maths lesson begins .
see how self centred he is ?

truthfully , i don't think he is much of the good teacher that he thinks he is .

why can't he put in some effort to make things easier for students ?
if other teachers can , why can't he ?
why must he enforce such strict laws to generate friction between him and students ?
if other teachers don't , why must he ?

this is ridiculous .
i have a bstrd for my maths teacher .

and i haven't touched my homework yet .
gahh .
well , i'm having cip project tmr .
and i'm going to pia my homework ! =(
wadever .

food for thought
you're only considered a flirt if your intentions towards memebers of the opposite sex are of sex and love - relief . this is called DESPERATE .
if you just happen to get along well with guys , it is NOT called desperate .
there is a fine line between being desperate and being perfectly normal .
thnk abt it .

2005-09-05T22:31:00.000+08:00

hmmmms..
had orienteering today =)
me and jasmine came in second ! xD
hahas sian
we found like abt 8 checkpoints that were nt ours lo
and we took 20 mins to find out where the map was facing
like ><+

then the compass was of no use at all la
so farny
got one time
we wanted to see which direction we going
then we put ON THE DRAIN nia !
which was stupid of course
the needle was going all haywire
and we were wondering like wtf was happening
" the compass spoil liao ah !? "
actually it was because the drain was made of metal -_-
which caused the stupid compass to look spoilt . xD

hahas
very tiring nia
ran like shyt nia
hahas
but it was quite ok i guess
when we came back
everyone say me and jas de face vvv red
then my skin oso red diao
wah keesiao sunburn ah ><
nvm

after tt go westmall
cos we wanted to pei xinran go to her house there
then we go lot 1 take neos
whee =D
hahas

scared tt if we dun win the comp then everyone blame us niaa ..
the pressure is there
but nvm
we'll do our best de =D
whee
wish me jas sq and hb all da best ! =))

2005-09-04T23:54:00.000+08:00

hmmms .
nth much to say nia .

my results arh .
too lousy to be posted here la .
though i'm quite happy with them cos i din study AT ALL for them , except maybe chinese .
yea
the rest i never touch my books at all
muahahaha
i slacker nia
anyway who cares abt common test lo .
=)

gahh .
i feel so zi bei .
and sometimes i wonder
if
i'm
not

-

2005-09-02T23:33:00.000+08:00

cca again =)
you know rite
i noticed
time flies =x
lesson time like wadda hell
fly like dunno wat shyt
wahh ...
nvm
i dun care nia

cca ... ok lo
quite ok i guess
joy ce say our drill today v good
you know why ?
cos we got full strength today =DD
whees
then had orienteering stuff la
hahas
pacing very interesting
i think my legs very long or wat
cos i walk 34 paces for 50 m only ><
muahahaha .

sgts today tell me
from today onwards
no need to polish boots
no need to do wax
or will get cancer nia
summore against the military rule .
wahhh ...
i think we should be feel gd abt this ...
but i've always liked polishing my boots and making my uni nice
then look presentable
tt's wat uni grps are abt rite ?
hahas but anything lar
ncc still vv fun =D

orienteering nia..
everybody must jiayou !
WE MUST GET OUR SILVER UNIT !!
we shall all work hard together =DD
jiayous ! =D

2005-08-31T20:07:00.000+08:00

whee .
ytd cca was damn ummm .
tiring ?

we went to the field for circuit training nia
then ziyang and zavier go and tell us to go all the way back to school
then we realised that the sirs had come -.-
they tell us abt orienteering ya ..
they say wat rv sucks and whatever crap hahahaha
so crap

after tt the guy sergeants took us for drills
bang in pt kit nia !
muahahahaha .
they very farny
at first dun wan one
they say wat
they guys
then we gurls
haha
ZIYANG GT RAPIST FACE MEH ?! xD
MUAHAHAHAHA .
i think zavier lk more chico lor . HAHA .

then drill lah .
very erxin cos the stupid #$^#%^%$@^ split on the side of my pe shorts stil not fixed
damn disgusting can
eeee yerr
nvm
they very cool nia
din pump us
din even SCOLD us lo
woots .
=)

went back to the field for 100 jumping jacks
then me hb and qh nj
so we ran to the mrt toilet
QH ZHONG
had to go back school
AND GUESS WAD .

WE RAN THRU THE CANAL . -.-
oh great i'm a world champ canal crawler o.O
nvm
waited for qh
then by the time she finished
they were alr coming back
SORRY PLT MATES
i din run with you all .
i pei zui liao nia .

just came back from jogging with that bian tai ivan ng .
wah seh
he run vv fast nia
dun even allow me to complain
but he very gd
he motivated me to run ard the whole of je in 8 mins FLAT
woots
=)
thnx ya .

i STINK RITE NOW .
SERIOUSLY .
I NEED A BATH , NOW .
cya guys =)

2005-08-28T16:27:00.000+08:00

i hate to say this , but yao ming looks like a zombie =3

nvm .
went to my aunt's childcare centre for my piano lesson again
and to my delight
there were chicks !
as in literally
they were SO CUTE LOR OMGOMGOMG

ok enough abt chicks
...
i haven't done my hw niah
and i want to maple .
hmmmmm
tough decision

FINE I SHALL DO MY HOMEWORK ELSE GLP WILL MURDER ME AGAIN
tatas =)

2005-08-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

shall list down my grievances for today .

science was okay .
i din fail .
and i'm quite happy already , considering the fact that i didn't study for it at all .
chinese not much .
pdp was boring .
assembly was ultra chao ji wu di super duper boring .
except the slides , maybe ?
art .

to my table mates for art if you're reading this ,
frankly , i was very offended when you all yelled at me for knocking the table with my knee .
i know i didn't shake the table just once for you all to destroy your masterpiece .
but considering the fact that i'm a clumsy gorilla aka bull in a china shop , i felt that maybe you people would be more tolerant .
hey , i'm a clumsy freak , remember ?
relax guys , i'm always like that .

well .
that ~~partly~~ fully explains why i had a straight face all throughout batik .
and to add on , i spilled fabric dye all over huimin ><
i was like .
OMG .
and i rushed her to the toilet to wash up .
gawdd .
that was a nightmare .
i'm so sorry huimin ! =((

yeah .
i know what i did was a veryveryveryvery stupid clumsy freakish and retarded thing .
but you didn't have to say that you wouldn't ever forgive me IF i did that you , no ?
excuse me but i was already feeling down enough at that time .
the fact that you said such a horrible thing made me feel sorta .. stunned ?
i was clumsy .
i was stupid .
i was retarded .
and i was already blaming myself severely .
did you have to rub salt on the wound ?
it hurt , really .

these few days youve been treating me like i'm some sorta a toy .
a toy for you to ap as and when you like .
actually , come to think of it , you treat everyone the same .
an object for you to vent your anger and frustration .

i used to think that you were very nice .
i used to think that you didn't mean it when you ap-ed people .
yea .
i USED to .
maybe i'm wrong after all .
am i your friend ? and do you treat me like one ?
yes , you may call me your friend .
but you certainly don't treat me like one .
maybe .

i treasure the friendship .
but do you ?
we shall see .

give me some time to cool okay ?
i'll just steer away from you and avoid you .
maybe you won't hurt me so much then .

cmon can someone cheer me up please ?

i want to be me again

but things just happen

people drop my heart again and again

2005-08-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

WOOT .
hmmm
today was ap-ing
dunno why lah haha
maple is vv addictive ><

sians .
i feel that my life mei2 you3 le4 qu4 .
veryveryvery sian .
i feel like going escape everyday .
but even if i CAN go there everyday
my life'll still be boring
I NEED SOMETHINE TO SPRUCE UP MY LIFE !! ><
can anyone help me ?? xD

2005-08-16T19:21:00.000+08:00

screwed up all my exams so far ! x)
what you expect i never even study .
busy mapling =DD
ok
i DEFINITELY screwed chinese up
i'm gonna fail AGAIN !
whees .
leon and derek said i got 4 for zao ju and 10 for zong he tian kong .
that gives me 14/24 >< ( i think )
i'm so not gonna pass lah .
the li jie wen da very harddd .
VERY HARD .
geog was ****** up too .
elit was okay i guess .

i miss ncc activity ! =((
i wish i could get the common tests over and done with
i miss my plt mates sooo much !
=((

there are so many things to remember
and about 90 % i forget within the next 10 minutes .
am i having stm ?
can someone please help ?
x)

tmr gt science
everyone jiayous k
=))
muacks

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i....
i don't know what to say .

really .

i'm just .. very disappointed ?
maybe you just don't know me well enough .
yeah .
maybe that's it .

maybe i haven't been hanging out with you enough .
yeah.
maybe that's it .

maybe .

maybe .

2005-08-13T18:22:00.000+08:00

hehe
paiseh for nt blogging fer so long !
i'm addicted to maplestory, how ?
hahas

getting used to my contacts
i put them on this morning and i clocked 7 minutes xD
ain't i great ?
xD
hahas

nth much to post abt lar ..
oh ya
yitong say wanna buy summerlodge
YOU BETTER BUY OK !! xD
i want my dance room =))

whees
i love my plt mates =D

2005-08-10T18:16:00.000+08:00

HAHA . ndp rawked !

had to rush there straight from shopping =( cos there wasn't enough time to rush back home . then met huiyi at city hall . it was a long walk to the padang and i found out that we were in the green section and we kena back row !! oh wow .

the aunty beside me was holding an umbrella, causing me to be on only 3/4 of my seat . talk abt singaporeans being pampered !

then performance started . nth much la actually . though the network thing was VERYVERYVERY cool ! =D got mass network wave , then start at padang ( heartlands ) , then pass to je , then tampines , then yishun , then marina south . woots !! it was chao ji wu di cool !! hehe me and huiyi screamed like hell , and caused the ppl around us to think that we were maniacs . hahas .

i have to say .. then fun pack was a gigantic disappointment !! ><>

ppl marching in damn cool la , they march until so damn neat lo ! i wished i couldve brought my cam along so i could have taken them !!! ><>

after parade me and huiyi went marina south &tried to catch the superstars but after a short period of walking around and getting irritated by the band on the stage , we went back . walk until our legs all sour le , and we even jaywalked but that's besides the point hehe . ate at je and that's the end of my day . very sianded to post anything else .

HAHA here comes the fun part . my dream ytd night was very ... umm i would say magical ? i was in a float WITH AUBREY ><>

smth like this . i dreamt about this canal before , maybe a case of dejavu ?

we were cruising along this canal like thing separated into two by this police barrier thing and of course, we were on the right . there were other ppl there too , swimming and doing waddaheck . we were going pretty fast and THEN A TUNNEL

we went in . from there , the route was smth like

like intestines ya ? hehe . veryvery rough ride , until at the end of it, me and aub were dropped on this platfrom like thing . very spastic . after that, i was whisked off to somewhere else.

ME AND VAL WERE TRYING TO SOLVE MACDONALD RIDDLES ><>

we were clueless abt what to do, but suddenly i got the answer to one of the riddles. i took out my hp and called " the ball " .

you guys must be wondering , "what the hell is ball ? "

well , i dreamt of this ball before too . it's a rubbery red ball which is some kinda transportation device. if you want the ball to bring you somewhere, you just have to give it a call and it'll appear somewhere near a road . then you just have to jump on it and it'll fly away to your desired destination. wicked eh ?

i don't know what happened next . but i was standing by the road , feeling very flustered . then my handphone rang . " none " was calling . it was the ball !! ><>

then i dunno why . i thought of calling dumbledore .

THEN I WOKE UP ><

went suntanning today ! qutie successful la but the studying and do homework part very unsuccessful . hahas . very sian lah . tata guys

2005-08-08T21:10:00.000+08:00

cheerup-ed le
thnx guys =))
but i still don't wanna leave my plt mates .
haishh

today nat day =)
stuck with winnie the pooh again la ..
sian
they shalt buy a new shirt next year xD

early in the morning
went to school
then realised that i brought the class ws instead of the assg -_-
diaos
lucky today elin never collect if not kena by that lee-teo

anyway
i forced karhui to go to 2j with me to give hb her present
wtf hb was LATEEEE
><
she say she 8 then she come one -_-
as a last resort i gave hongjie put on her table
then karhui veh guailan
polish boots right in the middle of the corridor HAHA .
then she had to rush down for her parade
then saw huiyi
( who cruelly LAUGHED at my winnie the pooh ) ><
so cruel right ??
=((
hahas

then nat day celebration damn boring lo
except until comunity singing tt time
my huiyi peizhen and huimin went totalliee wild
x)
jump here jump there
haha
ppl think we damn patriotic siahh
=)
after school took class photo ! =D
so damn cool nia
whole clas take together
haha

after that we went to lot 1 for our well deserved movie =)
CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY
on a whole i would say it was quite a sinister movie
like willy wonka purposely wanna get rid of those children liddat
his expressions his speech and his action
aiya
you have to see for yourself one
i'd give this movie a 7/10

after that everyone went home
so i went back to je
yepp

i got mah contacts todaee x)
DAMN HARD TO PUT IN NIA !
i struggled for abt 20 mins at the optical shop
before i could successfully stick both lenses into my eye ><
it hurt lo
then i kept blinking
haha i think huiyi must be feeling v grossed out now hehe xD
watch me put on put for 20 mins HAHA
anyone can give me tips on how to put contacts on ?
i'll love you forever xD

2005-08-06T01:19:00.000+08:00

why am i crying ?

2005-08-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM ROD .
WOOTS OKAY i'm like so high and happy now lah .

after school had games and stuff .
it was quite a mad rush to finish wrapping up the cookies and preparing for rod
but it was great =DD

separated into 7 groups to play games
first up was a territorial game
each group had 8 newpaper balls to " guard "
and our area was at the back gate
me shiqi darren stefan kahseng and kevin chloe and umm . forgot lah
the territorial game was damn fun lah
at first our technique was to leave the gurls to take care of the balls ( boys not allowed to touch gurls and vice versa )
but then our sgts gave us a hint
" hide the balls "
that was a great method
cos we hide under the flower pot
then they all fell for our lie
we say no more balls left
then they believe
HAHA
we won =DD
grp 6 rawks woots .

after that we had break
then when to play elope
quite sian la actualy
was holding on to stefan's hand al the while actually
then quite okay lah

obstacle course was ummm .
crawled for a bit
then stefan was busy showing off his underwear
which was white with polka dots xD

next was whacko
hehehe
i was feeling vv lucky
cos no one could remember my name
HAHAHA then no one could call me
hehe
except for the bravo gys lar
hahas

then we had time to prepare for rod
woah
changed and put on accessories
and sprayed hairspray
soon it was time for dinna =D
we didn't eat much lar
cos too excited ler =DD

then fell in
abit rush oso
cos the props and stuff

went up to da hall
woots
damn cool lar
sgts you all did vv well
dun think you all failure lah
reli v nice =))

part a boys performace : not bad leh ,very sweet performance . then they v creative , change the lyrics oso . cool !

part a gurls performance : okay lah , but couldn't really catch the storyline . must speak clearly !

bravo guys performance : haha skit again . not bad leh . but most of the time leng diao .

our performance : THE BEST LAR OF COURSE

sgts performance : very unique and farny , esp xiang yi =D dance with BROOM HAHAHA

tts abt it lar . din reli catch the sec 3 guys de skit . cos was sitting at the side .

then we had community singing ! woahh
they dedicated ta de "xiong mao " to me ! =DD
hahas love you all
ai si ni men ler
I LOVE RVNCC MANN =DD

2005-08-03T20:35:00.000+08:00

Disclaimer : This entries contains quite a bit about my life from primary school to now , you can stop reading anytime anywhere if you're bored .

HAPPY 200th POST !! =DD

I remember starting this blog when I was in Primary 5 . Now I'm halfway through Secondary Two . I've been blogging for 3 and a half years straight .

Looking back at all those entries , I realised how ignorant and childish I was . But that's forgivable , right ? Everyone has childhood memories that they can look back upon , whether they are embarassing or not . Most of them are , though . Some are even so embarassing that some people are not willing to talk about them . But look on the bright side , okay ?

I remember the time when I got back my maths results . I CRIED . Seriously ! When Mrs Chay announced that I had failed my Section B of the maths paper , I CRIED . Woah . that was damn silly lah . You might be thinking : " Winifred !? Crying over RESULTS ?! that's IMPOSSIBLE ! " . Yeah . But that's what happened . I don't recall crying over any other results except for this time .

Also , I read my journal. As I flipped through the colourful and many disgustingly-decorated pictures ( I only had highlighters at that time ) , I realised how silly I must have sounded to Mrs Chay . But ahh well . She is teaching in a pirmary school , so I think she has seen enough of these childish journal entries .

I also noticed a trace of sucking-upness in my journal . It seemed as if I had been blindly worshipping Mrs Chay for my last two years in Fuhua . I even wrote a fanfic about Mrs Chay ! =O Only till Secondary 2 , I realised that she hadn't been liking me very much . The apples of her eye were always Ivan , Jia Min and those well-behaved kids . Never me . And to think I was so blind . I always yearned her attention . But maybe that's how little minds work .

Secondary 1 . Fresh outta Primary 6 . Still as childish and ignorant . Started the year badly by choosing the wrong ccas . I landed in Dance , which I tried veryvery hard to get out from , and landed in NCC . That's when I cried , AGAIN . IN SCHOOL . I don't know the exact reason why I cried , since 1) I chose ncc and 2) I'm very extremely super duper chaoji wudi happy in it now . Maybe I was emotionally unstable . But whatever .

There you are , my recount of my childhood , from until as far as I can remember . I have short term memory lah . That was a very long entry , wasn't it ?

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my mum bought me contacts ! woots . but they're only coming in one week's time . i can't wait ! =D

2005-07-30T20:53:00.000+08:00

Had full dress rehearsal for rod today. It was okay, except for the fact that everyone was feeling sooo sleepy and no one was really in the mood to practise. So we slacked around for most of the time.

Went to Lot 1 to look for Jasmine, where she dumped someone xD It was damn funny lar, we were laughing like hell. Bravo plt tee damn troublesome, I hope it turns out nice because i spent so much fucking effort in it. OOF .

2005-07-29T23:22:00.000+08:00

aiyo .
i having mental block rite now .
all the stuff i wanted to post in my blog all forgotten liaos .
GAHHHHHH

shall talk abt today's act
woahhs
damn hiong siahh
pumped so many times on the the carpark ground
then end up got internal bleeding on my palm there
YEOWCH
then everyone fall out until only got 8 ppl
haish
i guess everyone was feeling a bit laggy todae ya ?
standard not like usual cos everyone feeling unwell
blame the weather lar
hmmms
but i love the solid bangs ! =DD

today karhui teach me new method to polish
wah
damn cool sia
shine like dunno what shit
hahas
ai si ni le kar hui xD

woots
tmr got rod pract haha .
happie happie happie .
full dress rehearsal woots .
yayness =DD

2005-07-27T22:14:00.000+08:00

my mei recently very sad .
he wants to talk to someone .
just wants to be frens again .
but he can't face her again .
he upset her .
and he's afraid that she hates him .
haish .
he really hit jackpot lo .
anyway .
tkkaires mei .
she'll talk to you one .
she's too darn nice ler .
dun worry .
she'll understand .

such things damn complicated one .
relationships and all .
are teenagers sensible enough to take care of such matters of great importance ?
boy girl relationships can have disastrous effects .
even fatal .
the growing teenager is just like that
falling in and out of love .
hearts shatter and are dropped again and again .
it's really sad .

now all my mei wants is to just talk to her again .
he just wants to be normal frens with her .
i guess he treasures her a lot .
why else would he want to be frens with her after what happened ?
poor thing .
he really loved the times when he could talk to her freely .
now , he's incomplete .
lax lar everything'll be okay .

ponned chi self study today for rod practice xD
then went to buy accessories ...
* falls asleep on the floor *
wil post tmr

2005-07-26T20:58:00.000+08:00

MOTHERFUCKING KNNBCCB FUGLY BITCH .
you think you very big shot izzit .
i oso dunno why the hell you ap me lor .
i oso never do anything to you .
ap me for what .
double motherfuck .
i tell you what .
i am SO FUCKING PISSED right now i could give you a tight slap .
and don't think i'm scared of your acne-invaded oily fugly face .
i slap you oso kena dirty my hands .
maybe a kick la ,
after i step into mud then dogSHIT .
i think you can relate to shit right ,
cos you both tong lei one .

fucker .
wanna look for my platoon mate oso cannot izzit .
i hold the door open
then you have to pretend to come over and ' inspect ' the switch HOR .
and shun bian push the door so that it'll close on me right .
tell you what .
your acting SUCKS .
for goodness sake the classroom doesn't BLOODY belong to you .
you say you dun wan strangers come in .
if your gd fren de cca mate come in you oso wun do such stuff de lor .
fucker .

you're a fucker who doesn't dare to tell me STRAIGHT in the face
that you don't like me .
KANNINEH .
i dare you to come and tell me personally
in school
TELL ME THAT YOU HATE ME .
pathetic loser .
jealous freak .
screw your bloody fucking asshole .
don't think i scared of you lor .
you wanna fight , you're goddamned welcome .
haven't had a good fight in a long long time .
so i dare you , fucker , to confront me and tell me straight in my face .
" I HATE YOU WINIFRED WONG . "
cmon , coward . come tell me .
tell me why you hate me .
IN MY FACE .
cmon .
i dare you .

from today onwards i'm not going to be nice to you anymore .
i'm going to shoot back at you until you tell my why you hate me .
i see no point in acting innocent to a bug infested maggot .
you dun like me oso dun dare to tell me .
knn .
fuck you .
and i mean it .

2005-07-25T20:36:00.000+08:00

COOKIE MANIA . =D

i've been going totalliee CRAZY over cookies nowadays .
really ~!
when my plt mates came i made for them
when my relatives came over i made oso
then today i was feeling sian
I MADE FOR MYSELF COS I WAS HUNGRY ><+
HAHA .
at this rate gonna grow fat ler . ><

hom today was fun ,
esp . orienteering !
woots =DD
it was like damn fun lar
the class de ug grps de all grp together
peizhen , jiahui , qihui , yiming , lilin , ross &me
hahas
then like we ran like shit lor
yeah
but it was really fun lar
tho i perspired like FUCK .
we kept trying and trying diff answers for the clues
woots .
guess it really tested our perserverance , teamwork and patience .
was a great learning journey , loved it =DD

tmr got to stay back after sch for rod !
=DD
can see my dahhling plt mates again .
woots .
rvnccgurls rock my world man .

this sat going to cut hair at jeanyip with val boh .
HAHA
i keep telling her that skarli jeanyip screw up my hair
then i go for rod performance looking like a total freak from outer space
but she keeps saying jy professional haha
i dun believe .
i'll only cut provided i like the style and it really suits me .
if not ..
HEHE
val you'll be left in da lurch xD
hahas =p

i've limited myself to 1/2 hr of comp a day
=))
decided to spend my time more meaningfully
instead of sticking to the comp like super glue .
instead , i shall ...

BAKE COOKIES FOR PIGGISM ! xD
HAHAH .
shall end my entry here and turn off my comp ! =))
nites everyone and have a gd day : )

mood : happie =DD

2005-07-23T20:43:00.000+08:00

WOOTS !
=DD i'm like damn happy now la
finished chereographing dance moves with jasmine =DD
she stayed over until like 7++ lor
then i pei her go eat dinner
just came back haha

WOOTS
rvnccgurlsbravo'o5 rocks like wadda hell ! =DD

2005-07-22T19:04:00.000+08:00

woots !
i feel so happy today .
MY LAST MINUTE WORK SCRAPBK GOT ACCEPTED =DD
jasmine even more pro lo
she ytd night start later than me then kena taken by sir and shown to everyone lo
MODELWORK SIAH !!
summore going to kena sent to hq lo omgg
jas you damn pro-ded .
haha
then alan laugh
then kena knock down
hahas

so fun lo today's act
seniors had ndp parade
then we had to go and do rod
I DIN BRING THE DISC ><+
i'm so sorry =((
anyways , we got 1/4 of the song's dance moves chereographed
which is very good of course . =))

yippees .
rvncc bravogurls rock my ass man . =DD

2005-07-19T23:23:00.000+08:00

disclaimer : this is a highly vulgar post .

i hate the rain so fucking i don't know where to fucking start .
firstly it made me fucking sick lo wah liao .
iwas like SO fucking cold today .
in class still have to fucking take out ncc tee to cover my arms .
was like fucking freezing lah .
then the rain go on like nth happened
fuck
during nsw competition was half sleeping half scribbling on the paper
i think sure fail de la
my high distinction fly away liao
what you think i was like sniffing all the fucking way lo
then i scared disturb sim chai baby
fuck the hate the rain

secondly ncc act was sian because of it .
no pt no nth .
cheebye .

thirdly i do drill then all the water go into my shoes
then so damn fucking uncomfortable
kannineh
like so damn miserable lah

fourthly it made me so sick i go and fall out
fuck lah i hate the rain
what's so gd abt it lor
it ruins parties and blah
tamade
fuck the rain la

2005-07-17T21:14:00.000+08:00

NCC day parade .

I went there expecting to be marching in a parade where everyone would see us and watch in awe of our standard and coordination . But alas , you shouldn't expect too much or you will fall very , very , hard . It turned out that we were only the audience .

No prizes for guessing who rejected the suggestion of us taking part in the parade .

That big fat blob again .

Ms Ek : Oh nono , I'm not biased against NCC , I just don't like the NCC cadets looking so smart and all and i'm JEALOUS . Yes I am . You know , my clothes and colour combination ROCK totally . So why should they be the ones who look smart and get to go for parades where everyone looks at them ? They should look at me , ME ! Understand ? I rock !

* old woman standing nearby ms ek pukes *

Ms Ek : You know , I bet a million dollars , that if I went to the parade instead of the cadets , I would have done much better ! Really ! Because I'm made of 100% pure fat !

* old woman thinks : " what does being 100% fat have to do with parades ? -_-" " *

Ms Ek : Yup ! I'm made of 100% pure fat , with NO brain cells nor blood nor bones nor muscles nor any of the icky disgusting stuff inside your body ! 100% pure fat , understand ? Fats are so lovely ... blah .... i rock .... blahblah ... i rock everyone loves me .... blah blah

* old woman dies of utter disgust *

2005-07-16T12:01:00.000+08:00

guess what guys ?
this is thew 190th post i've posted since i started this blog when i was in p5 !
woots ~
gimme a cheer !
=DD

my geog ws haven do leh !
then i never bring back geog tb oso .
i think i going to borrow from val xD

ncc day parade [ 15hrs ] woots

we gonna f-i-g-h-t
we gonna s-c-o-r-e
we gonna fight , score , win the day ,
rvnc all the way

we gonna f-f-i-g-h-t
we gonna s-s-c-o-r-e
we gonna fight , score , win the day
RVNC ALL THE WAY !

WOOTS .

jiayous everybody for the ncc day parade !
no falling out , no matter what =DD

2005-07-16T00:03:00.000+08:00

NO FUCKING REGARD FOR UG GROUPS .
FINE LO .
YOU DON'T GIVE US PROPER RESPECT ,
WE GIVE YOU SHIT RESULTS .

THE SCHOOL'S FUCKING PROBLEM .

2005-07-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

Disclaimer : This is a highly offensive post . After you read my post , you can either agree with me , or disagree and shut up .

I HATE THE PE DEPT . netballers this post is not directed at you people . i know it's not you people's fault . though this post may link to the nballers a lot but i am NOT mad at you guys . I don't want no misunderstandings , geddit ?

PE dept very good la ! In charge of all the ccas then very big fuck lah ! wah liao eh . How can they be so guo4 fen4 as to take away OUR parade square ? They obviously are not aware that MORE THAN half the school's population is UG DE . UG . what right do they have to take away our space lah !

Reason #1 - We have more people than them .

We have 8 ++ platoons using the parade square lor . 5 ccas in total lor . So many people on one parade square . No doubt it's big . It's big enough for all of us . We don't need another cca taking up ALL the space there is on the parade square .

Reason #2 - They ALREADY have a court .

For goodness sake lah . The netball team already has a court lor . Why do they still need to take away OUR space ? Links back to Reason #1 again .

Reason #3 - The PE dept obviously does not give a fuck about UG groups .

All the school cares about are medalsprizesmedalsprizesgloryfame and whatever fuck . They obviously do not give a BLOODY DAMN about Uniformed Groups . Scarificing ALL the space that the UG grps have just to accommodate and provide for a cca that wins the school medals .

What shit is this ? UG groups don't go for competitions , no prizes , then can heck care about UG lah ! what is the world fucking coming to . I daresay that UG groups are one of the most united ccas in the school because we pump , get scolded , laugh , and share our joys together . Seriously . They expect results from a cca which they don't even give us the proper respect . What kinda shit is this .

Mrs yeow . In charge of all ccas then very big fuck lah . KNN . Our camps you oso must come and extra .The other camp feast we stand there and fall-in in front of our ma'ams . You oso must come and extra . Cmon lor . You think you very big shot ah . Still come and smile at us and wave . How lame can you get ?

I hope Ms Ek doesn't convince the whole school that Mrs Yeow drank with her and forced her to take away the parade square . I suppose this is what happened .

Ms Ek : Don't worry students . Mrs Yeow just drank with me at the pub last night and I vomitted because I couldn't hold my liquor and ... and... she brought me to her house and... I CAN'T REMEMBER ! And that's why I'm wearing this disgusting dress today . It was actually bright pink but my vomit bleached it green .

Mrs Yeow : *whacks Ms Ek's head * Aiya you goondu . You agreed to let netball have the parade square ! You agreed to cruelly take the parade square away from the UG groups ! Don't you remember ANYTHING ?! And who cares about your clothes , everyone knows that your colour combination sucks and probably would end up on Go Fug Yourself one day .

Ms Ek : This is no way to talk to the principal you arrogant bitch . I agreed to it because I was drunk and you forced me to agree to it . My clothes are nice and my colour combi rocks . At least i'm better than you . You're FLAT and all you ever wear ( like the rest of the PE dept ) are culottes and singlets that don't complement your boobs because you don't have any ANYWAY . You're just JEALOUS .

Mrs Yeow : WHY YOU ...

- catfight goes on -

- students leave the parade square to go back to their classrooms because of utter boredness -

=DD that made me feel better ; )

I HATE MRS YEOW AND MS EK . PROTEST AGAINST THE OVERTAKING OF OUR PARADE SQUARE !

Random facts -
i hate toilet bowls that can't flush .
i hate people who stand outside the toilet and wait for me .
i hate having no sense of privacy .
i hate people who interrogate me .

gahhh

2005-07-11T19:28:00.000+08:00

i feel a bit confused .
what is it that you want from me ?
you tell me not to tell everybody .
previously you blogged abt me also .
dun think i dunno .
you dltd the post .
did you know that you hurt my feelings very much ?
if you did it previously why are you telling me not to do the same thing now ?
i don't get you
you're so contradictory i don't know where to start .
fuck .
you think you very great izzit ?
knn ccb lah you .

biased FUGLY bitch .

p.s Any resemblance to anyone or anything , living or dead , IS coincidental . Please do not think that I am talking about you and get all pissed . I am NOT , I repeat , NOT talking about you . The bitch that I'm talking about does NOT read my blog . And if you're reading this now , YOU ARE NOT THE PERSON I AM TALKING ABOUT .

i feel that i'm very childish and insensible .
yes i am .
pls i don't wanna sink back into my depression again

2005-07-09T18:28:00.000+08:00

YAY everyone helping me tag ler hahah . thanks guys ! =DD did you guys like the pics ? =))

CARPARK DUTY =
it was okay la i guess . but the guys got all the nice jobs . I just stood in the shade and ushered vips in . WAH LIAO only got 6 lo . no fun one . no outgoing cars also . so unfair . but after a while i replaced Stefan on the parade square and ushered more cars , at least . it was quite fun lar hor . =)) i wanna do more carpark duties =))

I promise not to be so sloppy ever again . I shall put in effort in my uniform and drills . I shall try not to lose anything or be blur . =))

went to lot 1 with hb , li yan , chia miang , xin hang and zixi . very fun we took A LOT of neos . =DD walked around and discussed costume for rod and stuff , ate and walked around summore . SAW HUIYI =)) yitong , jas and shihui came after the speech day over . walked around summore , stayed outside lot 1 and talked about HOMOS ><

okay okay i know you guys all very curious . shall tell you the story .

apparently yitong , while on the bus , saw two people KISSING on the seat in front of her . the thing is , yitong described it like the whole process was so damn sweet and all , EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT THEY WERE BOT GUYS . ><+ ee yer . it was disgusting la . then behind got lesbians . aiyo . what is the world coming to ah . skarli yitong influenced lor . haha . we crapped A LOT lo . so funny .

went back to je . me and hb decided to go to macs to sit down and tok cock . talked till 6 lo >< then went home . =))

overall was a fun day la hahas . tata guys `

2005-07-09T01:23:00.000+08:00

Okay guys , I guess i'm posting this a lil too late . Okay , I lied . Not a LIL late , but VERY late . sorry la , no time to post . but just some pics for you guys to see see lah hahas . Cos I have nothing better to do ? =

The ship's logo ! SUPERSTAR VIRGO . woots =DD

Check in ! Lift lobby . The lift smelt very nice , like almonds and strawberries . Mmmmm =))

Not really an exact replica of my room ; mine has a balcony and only has two beds . This one is LOWER class der . xD

After checking-in and resting , we decided to explore the ship ( like duh -___-" ) . What's the point of going on a cruise if you just stay in your cabin all day long and NOT SUNTANNING AT ALL ?! The horror ! ( Actually I didn't go suntanning , my mum din let me . )

Taken at the lift lobby . Somehow , my sister's smile looks VERY plastic . " MUM you're hurting me and I'm only smiling cos there's a camera in front of me ! "

Next stop was obviously the swimming pools ! =DD No cruise is complete without AT LEAST swimming =))

GOT JACUZZI ONE LEH ! It's those better and open air ones . Wei Kang seems to be thinking , " Why the water can move one ah ? " Hence the look of uneasiness on his face . I know , I know , my t-shirt is too small for me =

This is the long pool . Gorgeous for top view , right ?

Babies and children tired liao , then go sit at long pool's end .

I like the cousin that is sitting on my lap and the one beside me my brother .

Went back inside after a while , the children cannot tahan lah .

The golden horses at the Piazza ! Woahhs . Very nice right . So majestic and elegant and all . See the grand piano ? =OO

Go back cabin sleep like pigs . Family trips like these always have lotsa sleep time , perfect for Hui Yi . xD

A random shot . My aunt . Looks like those type of photos where the ghost would appear from the back . We're on the balcony =)) Notice the difference in skin colour xD

Went for dinner at the Mediterranean Buffet . I love buffets , i can eat whatever and as muchasz I like ! =DD

This is the back of the ship . Magnificent . I love ths ship .

We din wanna leave , but we had to in the end . Taken before we got down the ship .

When got down from the ship and was walking towards Harbourfront MRT , we saw a casket . All of us figured we had been out to sea with a dead man . Deepest condolences .

I NEED SLEEP . CARPARK DUTY TOMORROW .

2005-07-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

12 am in the morning .
posting this .
thnx to tkd la hahas .
i feel so pathetic lo .
like i think and think and think and i don't think you even think abt me at all
it's like so dumb
maybe i should stop this lar
thinkin .

i've decided to break outta my depression state for a noble cause =D
i just realised that i shouldn't be making my friends worry over me for some silly cause .
they are very precious and i shouldn't really be making them mad .
my friends need me
they need me to lend them a listening ear or seek comfort .
so i should fulfill the responsibility of being a nice friend =))
anyways , i'm depressed over god knows what .
some silly cause .
that i dun even know .

WHY NOWDAYS NO ONE TAG MY BOARD LIAO ??! =((

2005-07-06T16:11:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry guys i've been so fucked up lately .
GAHH .
maybe i should really stop this la .
but it's just ...
i feel so sian lo .
xing1 qing2 bu4 hao3 everyday .
sianded lo .

the world is beautiful
my friends and family are the most important things to me .
they're beautiful , too .
i should look on the bright side of things .
i'm not me anymore .
i just feel so different .
why is this happening ?!
i want to be me again .
someone please help me

2005-07-05T19:15:00.000+08:00

pissed .
VERY PISSED .
no matter what i do you still bushuang me one .
whatever lo .
i dun give a damn anymore .

2005-07-04T23:48:00.000+08:00

Heyy guys =)) I'm so happy that everbody is paying a tribute to doors now =DD

Hahas .

I went to kbox again with my darling plt mates =)) Blogger got problem lah , cannot upload the pics >< shit lo .

Will try tmr . Dead beat now . Nites everyone .

2005-07-03T11:05:00.000+08:00

Sometimes , I really pity doors .

Really , I'm not kidding .

They're always getting slammed , beaten or what not in a fit of anger . My dad even punched through a door before =\ Boy , was he REALLY mad .

Poor doors .

Always the instrument of venting anger .

Isn't it ?

I'm currrently listening to my mother ( who is actually the main source of noise pollution in my house ) screaming at my brother because he ran to Jason's house without doing his Kumon worksheets . That bloody bastard , i know he shouldn't have done that , but my mum really went over board . Well , she ALWAYS goes overboard anyway .

Back to the point . I find the way my mum scolds her children very ... cliche in a sense . But cliche in her own special way .

First , she gets all pissed . It is followed by a series of vulgarities and scoldings , in the comfort of HER own room . Okay , so you might think that since she is shouting the hell out in her room , we won't hear it right ?

But NO , YOU'RE WRONG .

She actually yells SO loud , the WHOLE block can hear her . And she MEANS it that way . I pity my dad , he has to endure her scoldings full-blast .

Next , if she's just pissed at me or my brother , she'll zhao3 shang4 men2 lai2 ( go knocking on the door ) and scream non-stop . Once you incur my mum's wrath , you can be prepared to waste half an hour of your youth . Usually , she'll go on about something like how insensible I am , and blahblahvulgarityblahblah . How i pity myself . And to add more drama to the whole thing , she tears and says that when she dies she'll be so worried for me when she's up in heaven ( CHOI LAH ) because i'm so insensible . She bangs on the door and leaves .

AWWWWW .

How i pity everyone in my household , myself especially , and doors .

Cmon everybody let's pay a tribute to doors ! =DD

2005-07-01T19:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NCC =DD

woots .
today ncc day .
stand there for half an hour lo .
the announcements kept coming and coming .
gahhhhhh

act was okay
sec 3s take over officially =))
they not bad lahh
really =D
cocked up today lah .
sian
must practise tiamming the plt ler
dun worry guys i'll work harder der =))
then today the sun like damn hot liddat AIYO
my nose sunburnt AGAIN
everytime i go under the sun my nose fersh one to kena .
>< my nose that big meh xD
I'M NOT A KAYPO HOH =p

2005-06-29T20:01:00.000+08:00

do you know it ?
don't you feel it ?
aren't you aware ?

there isn't any point in confrontation
you never change
maybe we should just give up all hope on you

WHY ?
why are you all like that
WHY
please
someone give me the answers
someone please
answers for the excuses that you all give
answers for why you all don't wanna go out
excuses .
all excuses .

2005-06-28T19:52:00.000+08:00

AM SUPER DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW . i don't know why i guess it's one of those emotionally unstable moodswings i occasionally have . last for two days le . guys i'm sorry if i seem distant and faraway in another world . i'll be back soon =\

2005-06-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

WENT ON A SHOPPING SPREE TODAY =))
metro sale yah
woahh
a lot of stuff lo
but then
most of the stuff there i oso dun dare to wear one
so quite limited
yah

i go there right
i see what i like then i take
see what i like then take
wahh
so shuang xD
aren't you guys JEALOUS ? xD

2005-06-24T19:39:00.000+08:00

I AM SO PISSED .
SO SUPER DUPER KNN PISSED .

2005-06-23T22:23:00.000+08:00

OMG i'm so totalleee scruuued .
i have officially THREE days left .
AND I HAVEN'T FINISHED MY HOMEWORK ! ><
holidays really pass so fast !
my gawd .
can't holidays be longer ?!

homework i have left -

jian bao
bookmarks
yue du bao gao
maths topic

KNN HOW THE HELL AM I GOING TO FINISH LAH ?!

cb !

how what ?!

die liao die liao .

i figured that i am only motivated to do my homework when hols are ending =)

gahh .

2005-06-21T20:21:00.000+08:00

thanks guys =))

ALEX ! xD
i bought a toy lion just now from the toys 'r' us in jp .
was actually $9.95 one , then got crazeeee discount
then $2.80 lo .
so cheap right ? =DD
look like alex then i buy one lo .
xD

then i see you standing there

wanting more from mee

and all i can do is

tryy ;

2005-06-18T23:22:00.000+08:00

something my platoon mates said has been getting me thinking .
zx :

a lot of ppl dun like you

you talk very loud

should reflect on your attitude

yt :

you're very frank

very rash

dun think before you talk

it got me thinking for the whole bloody day .

i don't doubt their words .

they are my platoon mates .

i know they want the best for me .

so i shall believe them .

but if what they are saying is true ,

then people hate me for my loud voice -_-"

and people bushuang me for no reason at all

which is like so DUDIAO lah .

firstly , what's wrong with my loud voice ? my voice is LIDDAT loud de . you tell me to keep quiet also no use . MY VOICE IS THAT LOUD . i talk already a few decibels above everybody's voice . i'm SO sorry but i'm THAT loud . i seriously REALLY can't control it . so what if i'm loud on the mrt ? the most people stare at me that's all . stare then stare lah , not like they going to report to the police or they going to bushuang me right ? i don't mind my loud voice , so why should you ppl ? if you guys are not proud of being my frens it's alright .

to my close frens : okay , i tell you guys what . if i'm loud in a public place or whatever you guys can pretend you don't know me . i'm serious . just ... steer away from me the loud voice freak . alright ? i'm so sorry to lian lei you all . you all can just pretend you all don't know me . is that okay ? really i'm really serious .

to the people out there who hate me : oh , maybe you people think i trying to attract attention , that's why i talk so loudly right ? okay lor , if you all wanna think that way it's okay . it's seriously OKAY with me . so much for not judging a book by its cover . my voice is liddat loud so just get lost if you can't stand it . it's seriously okay with me . i don't need LOSERS like you people to like me . you guys are just PLAIN jealous . I DON'T CARE . I SERIOUSLY DON'T CARE . LOSERS .

secondly , i know i'm rash , but i don't know why that makes people hate me . maybe my close frens yes , maybe they can't stand my rashness , but the poeple who hate me are all strangers , all whom i have never even interacted with . what gives them the right to judge me ?

haish . this thing really got me thinking . i understand my platoon mates want the best for me , that's why they're telling me all this . maybe there's REALLY something wrong with me , something that people see my face then they bushuang , i oso dunno , dun understand and dun care .

the only thing i can comfort myself with is the fact that those people who judge me when they haven't even interacted with me yet are jealous of me and that i really shouldn't care about their loserly opinions .

you guys are just jealous LOSERS .

i hate people who judge people by their covers .

2005-06-18T21:05:00.000+08:00

hahas .
to serve as an apology for not blogging for so long , i shall post this =) feel free to put this on your own blogs =))

[x]skirt or jeans?
- jeans . you got see me wear skurt before meh ?

[x]ceiling fan or standing fan?
- standing , less creepier . scared ceiling fan drop siahhs xD

[x]study or sports?
- SPORTS LAH DUH . would rather spend the whole day in the scorching
sun then 5 minutes studying . ice skating oso not bad xD

[x]computer or TV?
- i dunno why recently i'm been addicted to the comp yah then i hardly watch tv =x

[x]odd numbers or even numbers?
- even yah

[x]dogs or cats?
- dogs are cute =)

[x]"a" or "b"?
- c can ? hahas . anything lah

[x]pokemon or digimon?
- pokemon =))

[x]brother or sister?
- SISTER =x

[x]nerd or stupid?
- ummm . clever ppl do NOT need to be nerds .

[x]french or japanese?
- jap . dun exactly see what's so romantic abt french . learnt jap during the sch hols after psle but forgot everything liao . xD

[x]australia or usa?
- usa

[x]love or like?
- umm . we teenagers are too young for love so " like " .

[x]white or black?
- black

[x]cry or scream?
- SCREAM . i don't know what the hell is wrong with talking loudly . crying is stupid , it makes your nose blocked ><+

[x]ship or airplane?
- can i have both ? i love to travel . maybe i would prefer ship better . the water is like omg . and sitting in an airplane makes my ears hurt . =(

[x]yahoo or google?
- yahoo . i never search with google .

[x]coke or pepsi?
- pepsi ? cos got more flavours , coke only got diet xD

[x]lime or lemon?
- lemon ; it tastes nicer hahas

[x]river or sea?
- sea !

[x]angels or devils?
- angels yah

[x]hamsters or mice?
- hamsters

[x]macdonald or kfc?
- both hahas .

[x]heart or brain?
- heart

[x]hands or legs?
- legs

[x]yawn or sneeze?
- sneeze i always get into sneezing fits

[x]red or blue?
- blue

[x]chocolates or sweets?
- sweets

[x]hi or bye?
-hi

2005-06-16T19:14:00.000+08:00

ya shaun i get what you mean
the game damn long lor
play 1 wk liao still only half the map filled
SIAN
nvm
i shall persevere
xD

yah
cd course over
sentosa trip with class over
class outing with pri sch mates over
swimming over

hmmm
this wk quite packed siahhs
yup
sian sian
i wanna play game oso cannot xD
okay lah , actually i'd rather go out lah
but well
the game is too addictive
hor shaun ? xD

going ice skating with ncc peeps tmr
ya lurve them so much =)

the only person in your entire life that you'd ever want to be with

i wanna be that lucky girl .

2005-06-15T11:24:00.000+08:00

hahas sorry guys for not updating
currently addicted to a game siahhs hahas
i finish the game liao then i come back kayys ?
xD
sorry lah
cya guys

2005-06-09T23:43:00.000+08:00

i shall blog .

no i shan't .

i shall blog .

no i shan't .

okay lah i blog lah =p

went for maths remedial today !
double motherfuck lah .
mr tong was pmsing again as bloody usual .
he was late for a bloody 4 minutes
but he was apologizing to us for it
dunno what the fuck is wrong with him

so anyway ,
he was refreshing my memory on graphs
elin was complaining she never hold pencil for so long liao
then the pen feel very weird xP
as usual he was using HeyMaths ! to teach
SCREAMED a hell lot at us
bloody fuck

" I'm sorry , but that's the only way I'm gonna get anything into your brain . "

pah - tear - tick .

pathetic excuse for a pathetic teacher for a pathetic pms-ing period .

go fuck a cow you bloody arsehole lah you .
you are so bloody wrong I don't even know where to start correcting you .
there are other effective teachers out there who do not need to resort to screaming at students to teach .
for your information ,
200 % of your students hate you to your bloody core .
we'd rather have chng with all his extra homework than to hear YOU scream at us and scaring the daylights out of us .
dunno how to teach then say lah !
kanninah youdun deserve to be our teacher
you always have these pms-ing periods
shout HUH
i shout louder than you you BLOODY BASTARD
shout then can get into our heads meh
it'll only make us hate maths lessons even more
use your brain lah please
filled with numbers of sall sorts then cannot think ah

whatever .
shan't get myself so workeed up over this kinda bars - terd .

went home with huiyi and changed for kbox
received several calls from liyan
=s
all nagging me to hurry up one
hahahas =x

reach there liao then went to room 37
huangbei hogged the mike =x
hahas but dun mind lah
she sing not bad =)
liyan oso !
hb and liyan make a great duo =)
and zixi dun feel too bad
we dun mind your horrible singing xDD
hahas
joking only lah xD

went to kfc to bitch
hahas gossip lai gossip qu
veryveryvery fun =)
went to this fashion
zixi and hb tried out all the clothes
hb looked really sweet in this white dress thing !
ohmygawd .
i love it too , but too bad
i don't wear sleeveless tops or skirts
=)

went uhh . home ?
changed for tkd
hahas
sian sian
today lesson ahhh
so so so stupid
got one hyper guy
saw him before during grading
PICK ON ME T_T
retarded asshole
the radiation destroyed my brain cells lah
cannot help it o_o

sparring was stupid
sparred with peichan and darren
hahas
darren spastic lah !
i say he scary then he gave me the peace sign
ACT CUTE xP
pei chan is my BOYFRIEND WORH =))
lame lame lame

sign off liao , very slpy =)
and dun worry guys
i wun die so easily one =))

2005-06-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

i want cotton candy .

listening to behind these hazel eyes .

went to pei2 huiyi to get her lunch =))
i'm so nice right ? hahas
she bought dunno what guailan duck rice ?
told her go pavillion and eat but she dun want ><
dun like her hahas =p

went to val's house to do hw !
=))
apparently i was successful
i SORTA finished my english hw
compre haven finish sum qn
but go school copy
and when i said that out loud ,
val's bro said he was going to find my teacher and tell him ><+
i wonder how ?

" Dear Mr Wong Wee Boon , I hereby state to you that Winifred Wong , my sister's friend , has evilly plotted to COPY her homework in school when it reopens ! She will be violating the 5th Rule in the Honourable Book of Crimes by Students . She will be punishable by the Wee Wee Boon Law , which is to stay back for his remedial until 6 o clock due to the fact that he is too pathetic to get any friends to go home with him . Therefore he needs some human civilisation around him , otherwise he would even be afraid of his own shadow ."

hahas . wasn't that interesting . xD

crapped abt and fiddled with the piano
then jev dropped over after gym

went home feeling no less sian then i was when i came out .
for god's sake i was going to do hw how un-sian can i be ?

2005-06-08T13:13:00.000+08:00

CLASS OUTING

date13 June 2005(Monday)
time11am
meeting placeJE Control Station,dun go out(slap urself u dunno wad the hell is JE)
going whereSENTOSA!!!
doing whatSuntanning, cycling,beach volleyball,picnicking
lunchMost likely at Harbour Front
Bring Along

suntan lotion(if u wanna suntan)

beach mat(to put ur butts)

potato chips(it wld be nice to hv kind souls bringing snacks..

ur own drinks(no money to buy for ur..so muz bring urself..haha)

swimming costumes,bikinis(for weird pple.wadeva manx)

beach balls(those kiddy type oso can)

call me, huiyi or peizhen for futher details...try spreading it ard...the more the merrier...den tong's remedial we will anouce to class....yea...so go lorx..haha..i toking crap

[[ kop-ed from huiyi xD ]]

2005-06-07T13:23:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling so miserable !
=(
going for my x ray later on .

sorry peizhen and huiyi
made you guys self entertain for 4 hrs straight =(
was feeling too miserable so i slept =x
hope you guys dun mind =
went to a doctor yesterday
said i probably have a lung infection of smth
need to have x ray
sian

i realise i want a lot of stuff.
1) a camera
- i really need one ! i need to take pictures of stuff around me and all !
went to madagascar carnival and only had my hp to take pics with .
and my memory full liao !
so i need one . NOW .

2) a wallet
- after losing my wallet ( unfortunately ) weeks ago , i need a new one !

3) a new drum bag
- my mum bought me a op sling bag , but it's really big and it's not really very nice . so i want a drum bag , preferably from 37 degrees or nike =)

4) a new hairstyle
- my aunts said my hairstyle is disgusting ! hmphh ! so i want a new hairstyle =)

yah , not too much lah , or elin will say i'm a greedy pig again =p

any kind soul ? -wink wink - xD

2005-06-05T19:17:00.000+08:00

back from cruise ! =D
superstar virgo ; luxury liner
beautiful , more than 12 storeys above sea level
balcony class rawks.
( in case you don't know , balcony class is where you get the sea view =D )

4th aunt, uncle and grandpa reached my house at 4
waited for us pack
then we took a taxi to harbourfront mrt station
had to wait a longggg while as we didn't have our boarding passes yet.
i went to watsons to buy snyder's pretzels ; creamy caramel ~
dee lee cious !

after that, we went in !
woots
the walk on to the liner was really..
heavy lah i should say,
then got penguin and dancers take pic with us summore
whoaa ~

when we were on the liner,
got people come and serve us welcome drink
VV NICE !
especially the red coloured one
hahahs

proceeded to out rooms for a mass dumping of luggage
then went to explore
found out that the gym was only for people 16 years old and above !
motherfuck .
i've been to the gym many many times lor !
and they wouldn't let me in the casino either .
GAHHH ~

even the lift smelt really good !
something like a mix between almonds and cherries .
MMM

soon it was dinnertime
had dinner at..
was it the pavillion ?
i can't reli remember lah .
then we went for a performance
sopressa , i think .
featuring mostly brazilians and cheena people .
whoa !
their costumes rawked
and they had really really nice figures , too !

i can't really remember what happened lah
but i think they all came out
then got trapezes
a midget by the name of joey
she's 26 years old
and she's only 58 cm and 5 kg !
then got kids from china
the performance was like great lah

went for supper at te mediterranean buffet
wheeeeee ~
the food was not bad lah
they looked very very tempting
but when you eat
you find that it's really very filling
din have time to try out all the wonderful cakes =((
but never mind
i had my share already xD

slept at abt 1
i lurve the bed
so soft and all
slept in my grandparents' room cos there was no space in my parents' room
whee ~
and did i mention that i loved the bed ?
=))

next morning
woke up earlyyy in the morning for breakfast
had a shitty chinese breakfast
ended up going to the western buffet to kope some food =p
not our fault lah , the food so shitty
i hate chinese food gahhhh

where did we go next ahh...?
i think we walked around the ship lah
and we played video games !
i remember being excited abt it at fersh
but after that it sorta wore off
cos i'm not very gd at video games
and i just kept losing and losing
the rest , too
then i see liao very very xin tong for the money
so guai right
dunno why lehh
just felt very xin tong for the adults' money
gahh
played many games
but couldn't play panic park cos some selfish bitches decided to book the machine all for themselves
GRRRR

went swimming ! =D
fersh we went to neptune's wet and wild
a far cry from the singapore wet and wild of course .
for goodness sake the water was only up till my thighs !
the jacuzzi was GREAT
really !
it was like
really great lah
the sensation of the warm water was really good
my mum was pms-ing
was shouting at us all the way =(
then me, my bro and my 4th aunt went to the long pool
i swam laps =D
then joined them at the jacuzzi
the long pool's water was very cold
then i go into the jacuzzi like vv hot liddat
yeah

saw ( and smelt ) them starting a bbq party
but din get to go cos my mum forced me to go for CHINESE FOOD again
gahhh
seriously i hate chinese food
and i think my mum should respect my decision =(
went for some sing along chinese thingy
it was totally boringgg
and the fersh showtime that i went to watch it ( 8.00 - 8.45 )
it was totally horrible
my sister was crying cos she had urinated into her pants
( and onto my dad's pants too )
then she was crying
really paiseh lor !
even the people on stage noticed
then they comment abt her crying
they were sitting in the FIRST row summore
gahh
so damned paiseh
in the end my dad brought her outta the lido
then he forgot the card to open the door dammit
i had to run up to the exit on the 8th floor
mind you it wasn't very pretty
super goddamned paiseh
only my grandma seemed to enjoy the show
and i was glad that she enjopyed it
i even stayed for a SECOND time ! ( 9.15 - 10.00 )
this time we participated very "actively" !
my brother and i shouted very very loudly
and the people on stage noticed , yet again !
hahas
so farniee =)
then i see my grandma so happy i oso very happy
=D

went back to the cabin
this time we were more tired
all of us slept
woke up at 11
went up to the mediterranean buffet to find out that it opened for supper only 1/2 an hr ltr
sian
went back to sleep

after a while we went out
this time we din eat much
my dad had his motherfucking headache again
bloody hell
he always has these migraines
double yuck
i hate them
and my sister put her legs on the table like sum big boss
gahh
back to the cabin for some rest

woke up this morning and had breakfast
really filling !
waffles in syrup
mmmmm !
then had much more food i couldn't finish
haiyooo

walked around summore
then it was time to check out !
hung around the lobby
took pictures !
then yah...
went back
HAISH
i really missed it !
the bed especially .
gahh

went orchard with val and jane
no neos ! =p

cya guys

2005-06-03T11:44:00.000+08:00

just to let you guys know,
i'll be a star cruise with my relatives from today afternoon to 5th june (don't know when in the day)
it's like
a dream come true
i can just imagine me with my cousins running around the ship
or me suntanning or gym-ing or swimming with my aunt =D
hope you guys have some trip or something to help you spend the boredom yah?
AND PLEASE REMEMBER TO DO YO9UR HOMEWORK, GUYS!
=D no lah
i not that naggy de lahh
=P
okay yah
cya guys =))

2005-06-02T20:24:00.000+08:00

I'M SO GUILTY
I OUGHT TO BE SHOT OR SOMETHING

went out to school early in the morning
for debate thingy
went to ryan's shop
i just hate ryan's shop
it's like
the things there are so expensive
i hope it closes down

went to meet huiyi earlier
cos the meeting ended early!
ten
did hw unsuccessfully
then 2c de ren came to the library lah
i ran down to meet jasmine
hahas
huiyi had this plastic bag of fox sweets
and i was like telling her abt how i salivated at the fox candies at ryans shop but couldn't buy them cos they were too expensive
gah
i told ya
i hate ryan's shop
=)
went to kobayashi
ate.
couldn't finish my modanyaki
laughed all the way to popular
went home
went out again
my dad brought us to a carnival
I'M THE MEANEST BITCH ON THE FACE OF THIS EARTH

2005-06-02T12:47:00.000+08:00

okay this is just a random post.
ignore me, please.

I HATE BUSKERS.
I HATE TEACHERS WHO GIVE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.
I HATE PACKING FOR HOLIDAYS.
I HATE EATING.
I HATE EATING COS IT MAKES ME BLOATED AND UNABLE TO WALK.
I HATE BOOK REVIEWS.
I HATE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.
I HATE FEELING GUILTY.
I HATE BEING MEAN TO MY PARENTS.
I HATE CHERYL'S NICK BEING SO LONG.
I HATE SOYA BEAN.
I HATE SISTERS WHO CRY AND BANG ON THE DOOR.
I HATE SISTERS WHO CRY EVEN MORE.
I HATE SISTERS WHO CRY AND SOB AND SCREAM.
I HATE EATING LUNCH THAT IS HORRIBLE.
CCB KNN I HATE MY SISTER WHO IS CRYING AWAY AND SOBBING IN THE ROOM
I HATE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE IN THIS WORLD.

I LOVE CRUISES.
I LOVE HOLIDAYS.
(THOUGH I HAVEN'T BEEN TO MINE YET)
I LOVE DRINKING WHEN I'M THIRSTY.
I LOVE CHALETS.
I LOVE PIZZA.
I LOVE SPAGHETTI.
I LOVE CRUISES.
I LOVE ICE SKATING.
AND DID I MENTION I LOVE CRUISES?
(IT'S HARD TO FEEL LOVEY DOVEY WHEN MY MOTHERFUCKING SISTER IS CRYING IN THE BLOODY ROOM)

2005-06-01T12:20:00.000+08:00

GAHH. went out today.
fersh i woke up in the morning.
it was raining so we din get to go swimming
so we went to town
gah
nth much
bot smth for my dad
the guys kept running away
we were at like uh..
wisma?
gahh
yah
that's abt it lah hahas
we took neos too
but i don't know how to post them
so forget it lah
=)

2005-05-29T11:51:00.000+08:00

YAY we went walking at orchard!

te reason why i can't say we shopped
it because we mostly hung out at cineleisure
and that most of us were too broke anyway.

so back to the point.
after school we went to orchard, changed and met up with the rest
lols and three blind mice
we were piggism -1 actually
peizhen went out with her np de yah

went to long johns' first!
when we reached cine, we were still actually clueless that there IS a long john silvers branch at there.
so we were thinking up every possibility
the most evil one was,
"Could they have mistaken the Cineleisure for The Heerens?"
HAHA.
how underestimating.

our doubts were proven false when we saw macho running out to escort us back to the fast food restaurant.
it was hidden away at some ulu corner,
so it wasn't REALLY our fault that we didn't know long johns' existed.
yeah? xD

we had a nice time looking at macho's album for a while
then found out the three blind mice' wherabouts.
they were are pastamania, goddamit
the rich lil things.
hahas
waited for huiyi and beixin to finish eating
then proceeded to look ard cineleisure

at 12 we stopped by the cinema to look at the timings for monster-in-law
the next one was at 1230, so we thought we would catch it.
and to kill time, we played at the arcade for a while
failed miserably at para para hahas
and lols lost at photohunt
so we decided to give up on the arcade.

the others bought sum popcorn
(ugh, i hate popcorn. couldn't they have bought nachos?)
we went up to the sixth floor for the movie
gosh
i've always hated movies
thay're like, really loud?
the speakers are blasting away for their dear life
and when i cover my ears it still sounds like someone screaming.
so it's a nono to movies for me.
but even if you get me to watch anything,
comedies are a must.
i find horror movies highly unamusing actually.
but action films are not bad either lah
overall the movie was very, very funny
=D laughed like siao
i pity huiyi; had to listen to me laugh HAHAHAHA.
but since i hadn't recovered from my cough i had sum difficulty laughing

after the movie we went to the toilet but it was too crowded so we went to the one on the 2nd level instead
after which we went to take neoprints
hahaha
i convinced them that it was possible for 10 ppl to fit into one machine
and we really did it!
except for some very *ahem* moments when the curtain fell on juehong's and my head
haha
they turned out quite good too !
yupss
then the other cliques went to take neos again
TBM MADE US WAIT THE LONGEST
WITHOUT AN APOLOGY, TOO !
seriously they were taking their own sweet time
but being the kind-hearted angels we are
of course we waited for them lah !
haha

then it was time to go home
it was 5 actually, a far too early time to go home.
but ah well.
was running a fever, AGAIN.

went to jec with huiyi
we ate porridge
halfway thru i decided to go to the toilet
was waiting outside the mac's one
when suddenly three bastardly young kids rushed in and cut my queue
grrrr
didn't their parents teach them any manners?
then their mother rushed in and tried nonchalantly to stop them from their bastardly act
which, of course, was in vain.
the little bastards ran in anyway.
it kept me outside for 15 whole minutes before i sorta lost my temper and stormed back to sun lok
cursing, of course, at those kids
hahas
got my dad to fetch
went to giant
went to a doc
done end of day
cya guys

2005-05-25T19:25:00.000+08:00

heyy guys
ermm
i'm feeling pretty miserable as i'm typing this bahhs
went to school but came back at the fucking last minute
40.1 degrees
missed the whole *toot*ing team building
i wanted to go SO much =((
gahh
i'm still trying to be optimistic
i could have missed other more impt things
like umm..
camp feast
...
yeah
that's abt it lorh
shit
my attempts to be optimistic are failing terribly

to hb: hahas dun worry lah. i wun die de xD
to shao: not all guys are jerks hahas.
to shaun: YOU ARE A JERK xD

2005-05-22T00:15:00.000+08:00

went for bbq with rvncc sec 2s
=
i can't smile
because of something i can't tell you guys
i'm really sorry kayys
but hmm
i enjoyed myself except for the fact it rained
grr
food was okay lah
and the boys were really sweet
they actually helped out with the bbq
=)
fine
all guys are not jerks
realla
when huangbei was crying cos a kid kicked her
apparently kenneth instigated the kid to do it
xianghui xianwen and kahsing stuffed her with food
they din even take any for themselves lah
yeahh
janson squatted down there and did the fire
woahh
the smoke was like coming directly into his eyes
AND HE DIN EVEN COMPLAIN!
woahh
that's kewl
i stand down there shold umbrella over bbq pit
3 seconds i cannot tahan liao
i got sum1 to take over while i when to a corner to "cry"
hahas
huangbei wanted to chu1 qi4
so i let her spray me with water
ended up ALL WET
=)
yeahh
went home really really late
930
went to macs to eat
=)
i lurve my plt mates siahh
and i've changed my opinion of guys le =)
i'm tired but happy
=DD
cheers everyone

2005-05-20T19:04:00.000+08:00

yupps here i am to blog again!
=D
class today as usual
yeahh
quite slack lorh
an okay day
but our CID proj was a bigg failure
seriously lah
re did the prototype
broke two times in total =((
sian lah
haishhh

---

had cca today
the fersh time after this year's mid years
we wear da no 4
=))
xinyi took us bahhs
yupp
whoa i love her leh
she's like so nice lah
i like her a lot, seriously =))
strongly recommended for cca leader!
i dunno abt yan mei lah
wasn't taken by her b4
yahh
quite hiong
xinyi said i guai4 guai4 one
not my usual standard.
blame the mid years!
hmm
will improve de, okay? =)
so yahh

2005-05-18T17:37:00.000+08:00

hahas
i shall blog here
in case you say i blog in darkness- too much
hahas
hmmm
after school today went westmall with lilin cheryl and lizhu
we were on the platform
then i sneezed two times
cheryl said SUMONE was thinking of me

me: two times is sumone thinking of you izzit?
cheryl: yah.
me: then one time leh?
cheryl: someone is cursing you lah.
me: hmmm then sneeze a lot of times leh?

cheryl: sick lah!

xDD
so funny
=)
went to buy cid de stuff
then went macs
ate icecream
yeah
i was having a headache
(and still having one now lah)
haishh
sian
see ya guyys =)

2005-05-16T21:23:00.000+08:00

hahas.
just blogged at mah other blogg =)
http://darkness-.blogspot.com/
go and read bahhs.=)

wah liao
today got communication problems
i thot today was 2.4 ><
went to school with y, as usual
xD
then on our way to school
we figured we were the only ones wearing sport shoes
thought that we would find sum comfort on 2g
but alas
only piggism + karhui + elin wore i think
sian diaoo
then turn out today 5 itmes
i dunno wear for what oso lorh
hahas
but nvm
xD
urpps
i hate myself
dunno why
i feel hateful
=((

today go eat kobayshii with the other 2gaoxiao-ians
ate modanyaki
hehes
then we were like in watsons
looking at condoms
then beixin thot we were talking abt makeup
AND YOU KNOW WHAT SHE SAID?!
"the other time horh, my aunt oso got
then i go and kope from her
blue colour summore
then i wear to wedding"

xDDDD everyone just cracked up
so darn funny
the way she can link condoms to eyeshadow is simply amazing xDD

2005-05-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

decorated by princess val ((:

2005-05-14T19:40:00.000+08:00

hahax
went out ytd with plt mates
yitong chiamiang zixi and liyan
I HATE THE FUCKERS WHO HAD NTH BETTER TO DO
chiamiang was just sitting there and doing corrections
and they HAD to laugh at her
as they were talking very loudly
one of the said,
"aiyah,dun disturb lah,she doing corrections"
then they all turned the LAUGHED AT CHIAMIANG
TO FUCKING HELL WITH ALL OF THEM
i turned and glared at them in the face
but liyan and yitong tried to stop me
i was already preparing to shout over
"WAH LIAO, PEOPLE DO CORECTIONS GOT FUCKING PROBLEM IZZIT?
PEOPLE DO CORRECTIONS VERY FUNNY IZZIT?
HUH?
GO FUCK A COW YOU RETARDED ASSHOLES"
i was really fuming lorh
then we had a long talk abt why we shouldn't fight back
but i still din quite believe yitong's cheem cheem words
i think i have to cure my rashness problem
it'll get me into trouble sumday

went for an unsuccessful tanning attempt
with val and jane
hahas
at fersh they came to mah house
then slacked ard till jiaying came
then slack summore
jogged at 11
went back
then jiaying had to leave us
went swimming hahas
the tanning oil was so damned ex lah
din buy
go suntan and play slide =D
val din dare at fershh
but she did in the end
=DD
congrats to val for being able to overcome her fear of slides!
hahas
went to eat at kfc
all of us ate shrroms meal
hahas
i just realised tt mountain dew is nice
=DD
me and jane's burger were damn messy
then val's one was the lastest to arrive
but her's was the neatest one
haha
ermss
when to causeway pt!
hahas
looked ard for neoprint machines
took reli nice ones
=D
wait till val send me then i put up here kayys?
hahas
thenshopped ard
bot a few things here and there
the mrt trip back was full of picture takings
haha
took a lot and a lot of pictures using val's hp
hehes
took until we were satisfied
then jane and val kept saying they looked screwed
hahas
yeah
went home lorh
yahh
=) signing off liaos
dun miss me kaes
cya guys =)

2005-05-11T22:06:00.000+08:00

fuck fuck fuck
go fuck a cow you stupid asshole
fucking hell

2005-05-11T21:59:00.000+08:00

went to pizza hut just now
was nagging at my dad nt to go
but he still went anyway
hmm yeah
i wanted to VOMIT
the pizza was like drenched in mayo
and i hate it
i detest it
i abhor it
then i eat liao nauseous all over
almost vomited
=S
yepps
i've just realised how haggard my dad looks
i'm gonna buy him a BIGG daddy's day prezzie =D
nites i'm SO tired

2005-05-11T19:53:00.000+08:00

as i was doing my science practical test today,
i actually thought of smth lame
like
a student doing experiments
when everyone's substance turned a lightish blue
his turned bright red
and exploded
KABOOM!
ok
i'm lame =P

2005-05-10T23:28:00.000+08:00

2005-05-10T22:12:00.001+08:00

yippee
i like the cid paper
no need study
but still vv hard lah
my brain cannot take it lah
haha
hmm
after school went out with plt mates =D
wheex
went to orchard
stooopid liyan nv go
then qihui xin ran and shiqi got other stuff lah
haha
then on the mrt we were like creating social circles
then take pic here and there with zixi's and jas's cam
haha
then we created a number for each person
i'm number 7 xD
iseem to have a lot to do with the number 7
=D
maybe it'll stand a chance of being my fave number xD
haha
yeah
then went to the toilet at orchard mrt station
changed
hahax
let's see what happened after tt ahh
went to wisma
=DD
whoaa!
they bot a lot of cookies siahhx!
i shared soft and chewy cookies with jas and yitong =))
then valbot one bigggggg packof cookies siahhx!
$7++
whoaa
so rich
haha
xinhang and chiamiang they all went to breadtalk =))
bot bread tt made me drool
HAHA
xiang ge mei
hehe
then walked aimlessly ard wisma
went to world of sports
saw a nice adidas bottle
haha
wanted to standardise
but decided to postpone tt lah
went to taka =)
haha i din know my plt mates were such animal lovers
they actually stopped at the SPCA booth
whoa!
hahah

whoa ate like hell
haha
zixi bot this biggg box of rice from tori Q =O
yitong bot her octo balls
jas and xinhang bot TOFU
xD
tofu women
HAHA
jojo and hongru bot this guai lan sausage in prata
chia miang.. this iced milo thingy
val..forgot liaox
xDD
beii bot...i oso forget liaox
haha
my memory is failing me!
oh no~
i bot modanyaki lah (as usual)
but i was disgusting
i prefer kobayashi's seriously
then yitong found $20 in her wallet
and she was so elated she treaterd me to a pretzel
xDD
sotong lah shee
=)
she was like
ohmyGAWD!!
HAHA
went out of taka after a LONGG while
yeahh
then we walked in the rain
(actually nt lah cos we got umbrella)
haha
went to heerens
walked ard aimlessly as well
bits and pieces of what i rmb..
we went to bloomsbury to standardise a badge =DD
it says,
"If practice makes perfect and nobody is prefect, why practice?"
haha
to rebuke xushu's comments abt practising pumping at home
xDD
no lah
i'll still practise
I'M NOT SLACK KAY?
haha
then walked ard heerens
dropped by hmv and converse
then the punkish row of shops
stopped at the graffiti cafeteria =)
left our marks
=DD
go and see if you all have the time
=)
haha
then went to take neos! =DD
took all at the same machine
haha
turned out nt bad lah
haha
shall post it here maybe later?
haha
hb still v upset over the bisai thing
HAHA
hmm
yeah
then dunno what happened lah
went to causeway pt with jas
shopped ard for id bands
haha
wah liao
got so many ppl ask us where we buy one lorh..
haha
=)
shopped ard
then when we settled at macs to put on the lather straps that me and jas bot
jas was busy trying to put all the bands on her hand
HAHA
ahlian =)
hen got pri school guy opposite us ask us where we buy lorh
hahaha
yeahh
then she hadd to go home
went home mahself!
sho cold on the mrt i was shivering =(
and the walk home was creepy
but nevertheless
vv funn day
enjoyed mahself a hell lot =D
rvncc 4ever! =DD

2005-05-09T19:32:00.000+08:00

today go lit
haha
totally screwed up lah
i was writing crap the whole time
hahaha
wadeverr
went to jec to eat
to went to lot 1
then went back to westmere to swim
GOT A TERRIBLE SUNBURN
=((
then went to jp with hy bx and pz
then went back je
what a waste of money
haiyo
yeahh
haha
shit lah
got a terrible sunburn
was quite traumatised
sian
i hate sunburns
though peel until vv fun
xDD
haha
yeah
nth much lah
signing off

2005-05-08T20:26:00.000+08:00

曲：光良词：光良编：
忘了有多久
再没听到你
对我说你
最爱的故事
我想了很久
我开始慌了
是不是我又做错了什么
你哭着对我说
童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂
从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
我要变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
我会变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
一起写我们的结局

2005-05-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

i have officially met the cutest gal ever
okay
here's what happened
me and val went swimming cum suntanning today
went jsc
wah liao
as usual, she was late
had to wait for her
she bough this conditioner
=O
walked to jsc
val was complaining like SHIT lah
cos she said it was vv hot
haha
swam and suntanned for a while
val went all grey!
the jevon's syndrome =DD
went to eat at the cafeteria
chee cheong fun + fishballs
val had chee cheong fun and yoghurt drink
THE WHOLE TIME SHE WAS RANTING ABT HOW FATTENING THE FOOD WAS
haish
what a diet freak
grr
went to jp
bot (shhhh) bermudas fer my mum =D
from giordano one
$25 lorh
then 4 of my plt mates
HMPH
i hate buying prezzie
have to walk around like SHIT lorh
then search lai search qu
=((
went on the mrt
THAT WAS WHEN I SAW THE CUTEST GAL EVER
she was in a pink top and grey bottom
i think
then wearing slippers
HELLO KITTY BAG ON HER LAP
xDD
yeah
and she was looking damn uncomfortable
fidgeting like hell
yeah
abt 12 - 14 lah
then vv cute
her fringe was short
and vv nice
AWWW~
she's really cute kay
hahaha =)

song of the moment ; -untitled by simpleplan

2005-05-06T16:43:00.000+08:00

i'm here to blog again!!
haha
i know the exams are nt officially over yet
but gimme some slack kayy?
xD
hahax
mi at lilin's hse noww
=))
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING READING THIS POST?!"
i say to hui yi xD
okok
i'm lame
yeahh
lilin's sis's frens are invading the room!!
=O
the aliens have landed
xDD
okay lahh
"can i say you're lame?"
says huiyi
now she thinks i'm even lamer
HAHAH
okok
the papers were okay
but screwed up my chi and maths papers
I DIN SEE THE LAST PAGE OF THE MATHS PAPER!!
FUCK LAH
i din do the whole of qn 7
it's like worth 8 marks
HAISH
sian
okok
the whole of LOLS - juehong is reading this post now
hahaahh
tag mah board! =DD

2005-05-01T18:43:00.000+08:00

today went out grp study again
wadda hell
met some bloody fucking bitches
we were sitting in macs very innocently doing OUR own stuff
minding our OWN business
then they had to insult us very sarcastically
you know i was already clenching my fist and getting ready to lunge at them
i give them a fist
see they happy or not
wtf lorh
we oso never do anything to them
then they go and listen in to our conversation
it was totally NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS.
hui yi peizhen and georgina were tolerating it vv well
but my hands were tembling and i couldn't write at all
you would too if you'd heard what they said
what
"rv hen liao bu qi mehh?"
"fuck lai fuck qu, skarli they all not virgins anymore"
"HAHAHA"
"so fat lorhh"
"aiyo, now they all scared liao, calling ppl to come and help them liao"
"aiyah, we oso call lah"
"no lorh, skarli call eric then he break with you"
"cmon let's go, then get a mirror to look at yourself"

kaox
i really can't stand it lorh
really
was damned pissed at them
what the hell
hate them like SHIT
ruined all my study plans
when we were not even talking abt them
=@

smth i'm happy abt
when they were leaving i looked at them in the face and shouted fuck across macs
AND they din dare to do anything
this shows how cowardly they are
only know how to scold ppl indirectly
COWARDS.
a bunch of COWARDS who don't know how to retaliate at all when ppl scold them vulgarities unexpectedly
a bunch of bloody fucking cowards
haish
wadever lah
just gimme sum time
i'll lak de alrightts?